
I FOUND THIS ON TUMBLR. SOMEONE TRANSLATED IT. HERE!!!
http://yaoi-blcd.tumblr.com/post/165900502595/old-xian-update-of-19-days-translated-by

i came back to comment this because idk if anyone feels the same way? i’m dying for a happy ending but it’s making me so anxious thinking that this isn’t the real kyon, but rather edwin. if kyon left, lucaon would be a zero with no doubt about it. i know kyon is hurt, but he’s acting VERY different VERY quickly. i’m so anxious and sad but happy too thinking about them living happily ever after ??? ugh i don’t think i can wait two months for another update. either way, thank you sensei for an AMAZING story for far :’)

Nope, I don't see it. Are there missing pages? Because I actually see Kyon acting 'less' (if I had to pick between the two) out of character. He's reiterating what he said, before, that he doesn't want to leave his master's side...? He is using the only method that Ryan and the others have left open for him that would ensure that they could still stay together. Saying that he's acting out of character because of that is like saying a normally gentle black woman is acting out of character after suffering years of abuse, racism and misogyny by hitting out at the white people around her who made her suffer that. Remember, peeps, subtle victim blaming is STILL victim blaming and is actually worse in some cases. Thanks.
my heart just exploded