It’s becoming clearer that Yuta is trying to make a point; Seunghyun is the one that gave him a sliver of hope and compassion and he held on to that so tight it turned into a obsession and his way of (forced) life only made this bigger and Seunghyun (probably not even aware of it) broke that somewhere. Which for him may have felt like the end of the world seeing that he already didn’t have much to live for. It looks like he made it his mission to show and push Seunghyun to be the most ugly form of himself so they can both be on the rock bottom, which in both there lives means something different.
I think Seunghyun can be a very loving and caring character for his partner when put in the right place, and I think Yuta is just ultimately testing him to see how far he can go and actually wants that loving side of him but has been through too much. All the resentment he has build up over time is not gonna collapse by a couple sweet words and also not by a couple ‘bad actions’. Well that is my take on the story so far.
You're right. Based on this new chapter, you can tell that Seunghyun can finally see how bad things have gotten for Yuta, which is why he's kidnapping him and bringing him to Korea. I pray that when Yuta wakes, he's in Seunghyun's bed in Korea, and they finally get to hash out their previous issues before going back to that crazy family and crushing them all.
I know alot of people are conflicted bc of the heavy topic/scenes, but I genuinely liked the story. Not every story needs to be purely fluff for each there own level of gore/toxic. Someone in the comments categorized this as middle and it couldn’t be more right for me too. Side note; what always bothers me is that alot of readers expect every story to be completely green. If you only enjoy that genre please read beforehand what the tags and comments are instead of complaining afterwards?
I was so scared for a second that Jooha was not gonna get his memories back, yes it may have been better for him for the time being but I felt like if it would end that way it would’ve been so unfair to Dooshik. Having said that; Dooshik was in this story the perfect seme I think. His overprotectiveness and lowkey obsessiveness (give me a man like that too pls) was much needed in a story like this. The way he was fighting in those scenes had me in chokehold bc of his looks and the art.
I think Hyesung should’ve been madder about the situation, this is the little tantrum I throw when someone eats the snack that I was supposed to be eating. Yes Byul is a teenager and may have done something irrational, but he should still be scolded. Also for the dad; he knew better, on his side it was pure betrayal. I think Hyesung is being done so unfairly, he just gets portrayed as a airhead. He may have not been the smartest but he did always have a backbone and held his foot down when needed. I hoped to see that side of him on this topic too. I just feel so sad for him, my poor baby.
Why? I wouldn't punish my son for being curious about his past, and considering that he kept that painful secret they never wanted him to know, I will completely understand why he would want me to meet with his grandmother to talk things over, because even though he was abandoned, he still loved me, apologized, and knows that my love for him is true, and byul probably thinks that her grandmother and Hyesung still have a chance, and if I were the mother I would tell him that things between her grandmother and me are different and I would explain why and tell him about my emotional wound and why a reunion would be impossible
I didnt say he should punish him, I said he could scold him. Like I said I understand that he may have been curious and contacted her. But he knew too it was something wrong hence he kept it a secret. No one that thinks there doing the right thing is gonna keep it a secret in a situation like this. I still think Hyesung deserved a way better apology then this lukewarm one, and he would be in the right too to scold him for it. But hey we all have different views on how to go about certain things. I just know that if it were me I would be way more upset about it then just a ‘sorry’ and glossing over the entire thing. Yes teenagers may be young and impulsive, but they aren’t dumb and are perfectly capable of holding a deeper conversation, reflecting and being held accountable to a certain point about a topic like this. And yes Hyesung is then, I think, in the right to be a little more mad about it and deserves a fullblown apology instead of this one.
Woowoon (who is now even more unstable) is starting to see Seo-an as a ‘stable’ person, bc he now can atleast go outside and do a little work. But let’s be honest thats not true at all, yes Seo-an did have some process but he is no stable person either. Woowoon is completely spiraling and cant keep reality and fiction separated. They both need professional help, bc there way of co-depending on eachother is gonna get out of hand this way. I just hope Woowoon won’t do anything irrational (like disappearing or something).
I don’t blame Byul for being in contact with his grandma, we don’t even know how it happened and how much contact they have. It’s natural for a teenager to wander about his background especially after knowing you werent ‘wanted’. The panick kiss ALWAYS get’s me off-guard. Probs gonna bury it quickly with a ‘I panicked and just wanted you to calm down’.
BUT Dojin on the other hand… oh baby no. You really should’ve communicated that, he knew how sensitive the topic was and what he should or shouldn’t do. Poor Hyesung is probably heartbroken and confused (AND EVEN A RECENT POSTPARTUM MOM RN).










Im sorry but can the seme get anymore irritating. That lousy apology is one of the worst ones i’ve ever heard ‘use me as a dildo’ what about going on your knees and begging? Still don’t feel any empathy for him, usually after awhile I start to kind of feel for them but idk why he gives me such a bad feeling. Im mostly reading for the gangster and brother rn.