
Like I'm actually in the borderline of being gay and not. I'm still in the closet since i know my parents would kill me for this or maybe disown me. I am attracted to my girl-friend too. I might just die alone and forever trapped in the closet or if I actually try what my parents want i'll just marry a random guy and be unhappy for the rest of my life
It'll all be pointless deaths so dont be a fcking sadist Mr. Author and let us have the revenge instead