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Wow. Honestly, yeah, Sangwoo’s been portrayed as a complete monster for a lot of this, but look at his childhood. His mom was supposed to be someone he could count on with his father, but she was fucking twisted. He’s bleeding from the head in that flashback panel, so she probably beat him over the head, restrained him, and raped her own son after everything that happened with his dad. I don’t think anyone could come out of that without being some kind of majorly fucked up. And then her talking about “killing without actually killing”? She was putting the same pills in Sangwoo’s food to hurt him, and he had to find that out himself. He already had a twisted relationship with his mom, and then he finds that out? His mom really did end up killing him without actually killing him. She raped her own son and destroyed all that was left of anything “normal” in his life. His father is dead and he’s already traumatized over that, then his mom is poisoning him and he figures it out on his own, and then she abuses him like that. He’s taken the place of his father in a really twisted way, and it’s done an insane amount of psychological damage. She managed to fuck him up for life. Being raped at all is horrible, but by a parent especially, is sick. Sangwoo’s learned from his mom, and he’s basically doing a lot of the same twisted things to Bum, because he doesn’t know how things are supposed to be anymore. You can really tell why he does a lot of what he does now. He’s been through so much at the hands of his own mother with no help from anyone, and he was just left to grow up with all that trauma festering in his brain, and because of his relationship with his mom, he doesn’t even have a grasp of what’s “normal” anymore, despite how much he tries. ╥﹏╥

Ivan’s on thot patrol and he’s 100% not having it with Alek. (￣∇￣") He honestly creeps me out a little, especially since Alek said he didn’t care about relationships and that they’re pointless, but now he’s all creepy and possessive. Ivan is funny and cute and he tried to cheer up Hyun and help him feel better, when Alek really just took advantage of him. Ivan is childish sometimes and everything, but at least he’s not a sadistic, jealous ass. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ There’s a lot of scenes where Ivan is genuinely worried about Hyun, even if he jokes around a little sometimes, and Alek just seems too calculating and manipulative, not to mention not really seeming to care about Hyun, especially not before the imprint. Gotta remember, Alek was a complete ass to Hyun before the imprint, and so was Ivan, but there’s other things there. Alek only even started talking to Hyun after he was marked, and there’s no feelings there beyond him being annoyed at sharing his new “toy” with Ivan. You can tell Ivan sees Hyun as a person, and Alek really only sees him as something to mess with when he’s bored. He’s not hot, just plain scary to me lol. (￣∇￣")

I think what he means is that he “can’t confess yet” because he wants to tell Heesu first at the top of the hill, he’s put too much time and effort into this to have the “other person confesses first” thing foil his plan lol. The flashbacks just make me love these two so much more. (*´∇｀*)♡

I swear these two could do literally anything and just the whole time be thinking “But.. is he really gay though? No way, he’s definitely not, nope, definitely impossible.” Or “Yeah, that’s pretty gay, he’s probably gay, he probably does this all the time. Definitely super gay. *cue insecurities*” When in reality they’re both so far gone and so oblivious slshdjhdsk I love them so much (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Aaaah! Taesung noooooo! ;n; Poor Taesung, he’s already insecure and scared that Haebom’s gonna break up with him, and then he gets wasted and can’t think right. I hope he comes around in time before he scares Haebom too badly and they have a much needed conversation on what’s happened, because god knows these boys just need to be happy already and Taesung’s mom needs to come around too. ╥﹏╥

This makes me so sad every time I read it but I can’t stop, poor Jiwon is kind of going back and forth between himself and “Alex”, and he can admit to himself as Jiwon that he likes DG but instead of telling him how Jiwon would, he tries to tell him but it comes out more as Alex talking instead. He knows what he wants to say but he’s too scared and he can’t force himself to say it, so he just ends up being all confident “Alex” to mask him being afraid instead of being honest Jiwon, and it’s really sad. ;n; He’s just hurting himself and DG. He’s stuck trying to be all proud and perfect and everything that Alex is and is too scared to be more of Jiwon and be honest with DG... Skshskshsjj just let my boys be happy I’m begging

Still kind of weirded out that he took Bokhee’s soul pretty much as insurance not to leave him... Like, they would’ve probably stayed together anyway, that’s a little sinister Mariam (⊙…⊙ )

I’d say break his dick, but it’s pretty hard to snap a tic-tac. ٩( ᐛ )و

But.... who’s gonna watch the front desk??? ╥﹏╥

Ah, I hope her being so upset is because she either feels like they didn’t trust her and weren’t honest with her or because she’s so close with both of them, and not just because they’re guys. ╥﹏╥