
Honestly towards the end yeonwoo started getting annoying especially when he got mad when hwibum met his friend to talk things out since yeonwoo himself was the one who didn’t wna tell his bf what was up, and like I UNDERSTAND he’s got some issues but goddamn bum must love him a lot cuz he was so understanding and patient, and I could NOT relate to that cuz I got annoyed and frustrated at him and felt like it was unfair that he could lie and act all bitchy but when bum did it then it was suddenly the whole world was going under.
And I just wna say when we got introduced to bum’s friend I liked it cuz I thought ooh it’s gna be spicy we got a rival, but when they went to bum’s family’s place I was sick of him xD ALSO DIDNT HE SAY SOMETHING ABOUT ‘it was so long since I had feelings for hwibum’ ??!!! What does that mean, you don’t like him anymore???

Honestly I see this problem with a lot of yaoi mangas but how do they just fall in love with someone after a day, like there’s no getting to know each other or find out why and how they like the person. It’s just out of nowhere ‘I’m in love’ or is that actually how love works cuz I’ve never been in love so idk but it just feels weird to me.
I’m more used to for example kdramas where they progressively start to like each other, and you can see how they start to open up to each other and more comfortable, obviously there are some yaoi that are like that but it’s mostly just boom I’m in love.
And this one, I got really frustrated cuz it seemed like ml started liking nishino after they slept together and then they didn’t interact at all cuz of the awkwardness so there was no getting to know each other, and when did he fall out of love with his best friend, it was never showed cuz like I said he just randomly started liking nishino

I’m really confused, did utsumi start ‘loving’ him AFTER he got raped? And that’s why he felt betrayed cuz Akamine only had eyes for saeki ?? But, why and how the hell did he get feelings after getting RAPED?? Is it some kinda trauma and he’s confusing the emotions for love?? I’m just really confused on the whole process, the story did not go how I was thinking and it really glossed over the whole rape part, which is the whole plot, it shouldve been more fleshed out

Noo utsumi fell for akemi the day akemi comforted utsumi n drank utsumi’s drink for him at the dinner party (for context: the bosses in japan make the new employees drink a lot and it’s not polite to turn them down so utsumi felt pressured but akemi drank the drink for him) (this all happened prior to the rape).
Utsumi started hating akemi AFTER the rape and also bcuz when he saw akemi at the company the next day after it happened, akemi seemed to have forgotten all abt it n he was all happy n laughing with seaki and this felt like a stab to utsumi’s wounds.
In the process of trying to get his revenge on akemi he also started seeing akemi for who he rly is and he fell for him even more so essentially he hated+loved him at the same time.

In chap 11, utsumi thinks something along the lines of ‘the pain of betrayal, of not being chosen’ along with flashbacks of 6 years ago. and in order to forget he stole everything away from akamine, he then thinks about whether he was wrong in falling in love with akamine and wanting him to look his way, which basically implies that he fell for him prior and after the rape, cuz we see scenes of him looking at akamine and saeki talking and that would be where he feels the pain of not being chosen cuz akamine was obviously head over heels for saeki. If you get what i mean, at least that’s how i interpreted it
I really thought gren would survive o_o