
oh my god!! the mirror room scene is here!! it's my fav scene in novel but goddamnit they left some major parts of Ruby's monologue ahhhh I don't wanna say anything negative bc this chapter is good but not as good as it's in the novel also that mf was much for violent in novel he kept on smashing mirror w Ruby's head n everyone witnessed it!
a sneak peak of my ultimate fav part from Ruby's monologue for those who haven't read the novel:
“You asked me if I wanted to be a queen? When I’m with him, I’m not just a queen, I’m a goddess. When he looks at me, I feel like I’m the only girl in the world. When he looks at me, I don’t have a single flaw. I’m a goddess in his eyes. I’m perfect. Who knew that being loved would feel like this?”
LITERALLY WHY DID THEY LEFT THIS OUT LIKE??????!!!! THIS WAS SUCH A TRIGGER FOR CEASER, HE WAS FUMING LIKE NEVER BEFORE!?!!

a huge Trigger Warning for someone who wants to read this, 80% of season1 was non-con+ dub-con, contains lots of coersion that made me sick! honestly this plot needs a good direction bc we've been going circles of sa in name of revenge which could be solved thru other ways. I've read lots of stuff where smut made majority of the material n this is one of them too but sex scenes here are triggering ughh I don't want hichan to go thru what he did in season1 again!

i thought this would be a cute fluff campus bl but then got slapped w the harsh reality. I've read sm bl where a sa is treated secondary for plot but this is one of few manga where we get to see the aftermath of sa, how the victim copes w it; even in extra he is still flinching at surprise touches ugh my head hurts
camping here again bc this artstyle has me on chokehold even tho I skipped thru main story
It's oke. It seems the side stories it's where it's at anyways xD