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I WANT HIM ALIVE.
I WANT HIM SAFE.
I WANT HIM TO FEEL LOVED.
I WANT HIM LAUGHING AT LUCAON'S EXPENSES AGAIN.
I WANT HIM FEELING LIKE A PAPA BEAR WITH SIHAN AGAIN.
I WANT HIM DRINKING AND EATING ICE CREAM WITH LOGAN (WHO JUST CONFIRMED THEORY NUMBER 1000 BY SAYING HE IS HELPING RYAN KEEPING AN EYE ON CHRISTOPH).
I JUST WANT HIM HAPPY AND I SWEAAAAAR.
... My caps are my way of expressing my pain. If they are showing us now a pity party past story about Christoph (which I haven't said today but fuck you), I won't eat it. I just want Ryan safe. And Lucaon. And Sihan. I just ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Honestly, every time I receive the notification I'm like "Nah, fuck this" . . . and then I get pissed at myself because I end up feeling mad for what I read.
I cause my own suffering, indeed.
Thing is, maybe I am still hoping to see Kang happy (WITH SOMEONE ELSE OTHER THAN GO SIWON BECAUSE FUCK YOU, HONESTLY, YOU PIECE OF ROTTEN POTATO). But yeah. . . maybe Kang and the Orange-headed friend? I mean. Now that Si Won is looking like staying with the psycho, I am sure both Kang and the friend deserve something else.
Maybe each other.
Maybe other people.
But not fucking Go Siwon. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
I called it.
I knew it.
He couldn't be bad, he couldn't be the one with a grudge against Lucaon. I just... faaaaaaaaaack. My heart. No. I've never teared up so fast as I did reading this chapter.
But now I have questions (aside frOM WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING TO HAPPEN WITH MY BABY RYAN AND WILL HE SURVIVE? PLEASE LET HIM LIVE.)
One, how did Ryan survive the solution all those years back? How? Is that why he's had bad health? Because he also drank that solution!?
Two, what the fuck Christoph!? I hate him. I don't care if he was brainwashed or used, anyone who hurts Lucaon/Ryan is instantly on my Black List. The fuck. I can't. I knew it was him, but still!
Three, does that mean this shit with the pretty, blue eyes was the one to poison Lucaon? Or was it Christoph?
I HAVE QUESTIONS. AND EMOTIONS. AND RYAN PLS DON'T DIE. LET ME LOVE YOU AND PROTECT YOU, MY SON! I JUST. NO. HE CAN'T DIE. HE CAN'T DIE WITHOUT KNOWING THAT HE IS LOVED. HE CAN'T DIE WITHOUT HUGGING SIHAN AND LUCAON. HE CAN'T DIE RIGHT AFTER KNOWING SOMEONE HE CARED ABOUT (FUCK YOU CHRISTOPH) BETRAYED HIM LIKE THIS. FUCK. I JUST ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
Wow you're very honest! I like it!(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I think inorder for the sln to work u need to be emotional or weakhearted something like that beuase they were so worried that lucion will turn because his emotions are fucked up because of kyon
Honestly, at this point, I'm just here watching what happens between Siwon and this freako.
Kang deserves better than Siwon, he deserves to be happy and not treated like a goddamn dog that can come and go.
So I will just sit here and wait for a nice guy that pays attention to him and is actually willing to hear him out. . . I am patient. My boy deserves it. Period. （￣へ￣）
You'll have to wait for a long time, maybe till the end of times
Long time?
The Webtoon ends with 68 chapters
No, it's not. It's not confirmed by the author that it ends on chapter 68, that is just a fake rumor that it's going to end on chapter 68.
YES! I am waiting for Kang's new man to slide into his DMs
This is the best thing I've read xD like boys, please, look at this boy's profile. He cooks, he loves, he behaves. . . what else is there to wish!? Message him. . . *drama music* Noooow.
DON'T TOUCH ME, MY BABIES ARE BACK!
He Cheng is appearing more often (๑•ㅂ•)و
My baby She Li is back (ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Brother Qui seems to have an important role ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I'M LIVING RIGHT NOW AND NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO TAKE THIS HAPPINESS AWAY FROM ME.
Also, I ship the hell outta He Cheng and Brother Qui e.e that little "The situation is recently tense. . . behave." I can't control myself. OKay. Ahem.
BUT OMFG, MY BABIES. MY BAD BOYS. MY PUPPIES.
I'M SHOOK (≧∀≦)
I'm a worry wart... and yes, I already imagined some sort of future drama and I don't know why I do this to myself.
That line he said he'd tell to Toto if things didn't go good? The "I will apologize and to you by saying 'I'm the worst scum on the planet who decided to date you, I'm sorry''"
I just... ;-;
If that happens in the future, when this story reaches its peak... I'm flipping it.
Toto had me since he started to sob and cry because people feared him. Or how he got all emotional over everything. Or how red his face got. Or how his happy face looks so dorky.
I'm going to protect him.
My precious, un-virgin boy that deserves the world.
I just... I didn't ask for this! （/TДT)/
SAME~ ┗( T﹏T )┛
I feel him in such a spiritual level.
Omfg.
The way he just rests his head on his hands and puts every ounce of attention on the other loving boy as he tells about this "friend's situation" LIKE HE IS FANBOYING SO HARD.
I love him.
My son.
I just adopted three sons and no one will be able to take them away from me.
They deserve the best.
And this bloody book is already giving me nightmares.
Shit ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ ❀
No. No... /Noooooooooo/.
I refuse.
This is not even happening.
This last chapter only told me Lucaon loves Kyon.
Nothing else happened, wyfm.
I refuse to believe Ryan had /anything/ to do with Lucaon's core. I REFUSE, DAMN IT.
Why. Just /why/ would he do that!? I mean, I know some psychos end up with a grudge against family but I just... can't. I can't believe my babe is behind this.
（/TДT)/ I'm not giving up on you, baby.
*might be in denial*
Fuck. My emotions.
I can't. I'm going into cardiac arrest. Ryan. MY kokoro. I need... I need to know this bloody chapter has a reason or I SWEAR to god, I'm flipping my shit.
. . .okay, so I love him, so what.
He gives me so many emotions and I fear for him so damn much. I'm afraid for him, I think, as much as I am for my other baby, Lucaon.
I refuse to think he's the culprit, if all, I think something is happening TO him.
Ever since he woke up, he's been acting weird (and no, I don't mean the "oh he's such an asshole! He must be plotting something!" kinda way), I mean, the fact that he sleeps a lot, or how he acts, what he says. I just.
Why do I feel like he's the one dying??
I can't forget that one time Karis (wasitkaris) tried to wake him up but nothing. He didn't even flinch. And a day later, he woke up, not remembering a thing about Karis's attempt to wake him up.
I just. . . aauugghh.
"Call me dad". Am I the only one that sees this as some sort of. . . need? Not the sexual need, no, the need to make sure he has people around him that love him.
I mean, c'mon, he's been protecting Lucaon for eons, he's been looking after Sihan since he found him. . . I just. . . (╯°Д °)╯
I swear, if something happens to my baby, I'm going to flip my shit.
My list of culprits is so short. . . but Ryan is definitely not in it. I have hopes for him.
PS: Can we talk about my Queen Cecilia in the last pages? Goddamn. I'm in love. (≧∀≦)
Happy because ONE, Xixi was all like "What are you talking dumbass. Our feelings don't have a crack, they're perfect, your head has a crack!" Like... please, my boy. Your gay is showing already. Im so proud of you. :')
AND BROTHER QUI (QIU???) IS THERE! AND LOOKING LIKE A BADASS! AND TAKING ASS, KICKING NAMES! (づ￣ ³￣)づ
But omg, what's happening with Momo??? Was it just part of the beating he took?? Or what?? Please no. I mean. I love angst, but not on my purest son. Not again.