
can someone give a recommendation similar to this story

not really the same but it has a similar premise and is a good read
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ikenie_monzenbarai/

kinda similar ?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shinigami_wa_korosenai/

Not really the same but has similar wholesome monster vibes. Be aware though that mc has no problem having sex with ml in either his human or dragon form
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/soitogete_ryuujin_san/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ignat_no_hanayome/ ("monster x sweet uke" similar vibe)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_monster_and_the_beast/ (beast x no innocent man, but it's just as sweet and adorable )
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_first_love_of_the_sushi_restaurant_owner_is_a_mermaid/ ("scary face" guy x sweet merman)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/wave_nail/ (kraken-man x sweet guy, fits with the "monster who doesnt really know how to act human" thing and it's interesting but no idea when it'll be updated...)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kansai_jin_to_hukuman_satsujinki/ (kinda diff but it's serial killer w/ trauma afraid to show face x cinnamon roll, the dynamic between them is good)

Well, at this point have you read: https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/please_help_me_upon_my_arrival/

just quit being a boxer and be forever a loser............ man. follow that guy all your life, sacrifice everything that you possess

you are (collective) making assumptions based on my username rather than what i actually said. i never claimed to dislike toxic yaoi—i just commented on how/what i want to see the top's character do in the future or just like any other readers, predicting or wishing that he would change the way 'i' want to...
and yes, i enjoy toxic yaoi/stories from time to time (stalk me), despite my username being 'fluff enthusiast.' that doesn't make me a hypocrite—it just means i have a wide range of preferences. liking soft, boring, fluff vanilla land wholesome stories doesn’t mean i can’t also enjoy dark ones
im devastated