Semi spoiler
When they started hurting eachother the first time I felt bad for both of them and when they decided to try being more healthy for eachother I was happy for them. But the second the professor slept with his ex I started to despise him and I still do.
This is gonna sound awful but I low-key wish that mc would've unalived himself that chapter in front of him so that he would live throughout the rest of his life in despair and unable to function so he could suffer through the rest of his life feeling like it was his fault. I could write an entire essay on how I wish he'd suffer but I won't
Am I tripping or are they acting as if they both know he's that dude that "died" years ago (forgot his name and what letter he used as initial)
because of scenes later in the novel, I think it’s safe to say that MC genuinely does not notice how sus he sounds lmaoooo
Spoiler
ML strongly suspects at this time that MC is J but just won’t say anything about it until he feels that he has conclusive evidence. I will be honest, I think MC just genuinely does not realize how sus he sounds you’ll see it later with stuff like the Hunter exam and the auction scene that MC is just really really bad as hiding stuff (for good reason) Someone on the novel translation page put it best that he’s the strongest tool in the shed, but not the sharpest.
I stopped reading at 30 ot could've been great but I just can't and don't want to see him end up with blondie with glasses. I wanted him to end up with the brown haired guy, it just makes more sense and feels better to me. And I also heard that mc gets to live??? Like wtf was the point of this story if he just never dies???











PLEASE KEEP BEING A BRICKHEADED GREEN FLAG MR 0IQ (that's my nickname for the boss guy)