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I wish i can alsi change my appearance through nirvana flame

I tried Google, but the only one I find is this LOL:
https://long-live-summons.fandom.com/wiki/Nirvana_Flame

This is why we fujodanshis, though love BL we should never 'help' men get together. We should just admire them from afar

Well that depends on the person on how are they gonna admire the couple, if the fujodan admired same sex couple like the those who are in manga, you know, over reacting or some stuff, that's indeed weird. But as for me, whenever i saw same sex couple being sweet and lovey-dovey, i just smiled and wished for their happiness, after that, i'll continue my normal daily life. After all its not my business to get involved in someone's relationship
Lol he immediately called his mother to cry and complain.. So cute.. I'll adopt this child