I have to apologize for the disgusting lack of faith i had on this man
I never expected him to own up to his behavior and reflect on how horrible things felt from the MC's pov
However I hope this last chapter is not rlly what the relationship is gonna turn out like. On one side, it feels like ML is just meeting his needs just to not lose him. You can't throw away a fundamental part of your needs just like that and do a 180°. Bc in the end it also feels fake for the other person too, like "oh he's just being like this bc its what I asked of him"
Guess I'll wait to see how their dynamic develops
I think its the first time I see chocking where its explain exactly what will happen if done properly (he shouldve told Courtney tho). Everyone in the bdsm community gives warnings abt how dangerous it is but people dont usually get it bc it can actually cause way more damage than they think even if done "properly"
Yes, if done incorrectly you can put pressure in the front and damage the throat while cutting the airflow. However ideally chocking is meant to slow down blood flow while not messing with the airflow. Which is even more dangerous, bc no you wont have severy tissue damage like when done incorrectly but if not enough blood flow gets to your brain it can end with brain damage
Tbh i know chocking became very common and authors use it at every given chance but I wish when they talk abt "breath play" they actually went for covering nose and mouth and not this. Even if you put warnings and explain people why they shouldn't do it, they'll try bc they see how someone did it "right" so surely they can pull it off











Great now they're both feeling the depths of the closet
There's only one way to go now, and that's Out.