
i'm glad she didn't kill her, though i feel bad for both of them. mc definitely has attachment/mommy issues and she's scared to lose the girl. imo i don't think their relationship is one sided but the mc definitely loves the other girl more. i feel bad for the other girl too, its hard to be a queer person in china considering how bad the government treats their queer community and maybe im just soft to women who has to hide their queerness.
i get both of their sides i really do, Jinju's sick of getting manhandled and sick of getting treated like she's a toy/thing. Doyeon is worried and scared that Jinju's gonna get hurt again (so sad cuz it's so obvious she'll happily receive ANYTHING jinju will give her) BUT JINJU IS CRACKING ME UPPPLPPLLPP