
I just want MC to die and ML to suffer the rest of his life like in those cn bl novels

CN Recommendations:
Dumb husky and his white cat shizun pretty much exactly what you are looking for but it's a happy ending... eventually
The Whole World Is My Crematorium (there actually is only 1 ML despite the other 2 being possibilities and mc doesn't actually die just pretty much fakes his death by being saved at the last minute but the three guys who did him wrong get their dues)
Dinghai Fusheng Records is a favorite of mine and has more of a wholesome relationship with both MC's developing and nearly dying alot of the time and actually dying.
I hate it when they make sex scenes last mutiple chapters it's so boring
right i hate waiting for an update for it to end uo being all sex
I like this chapter, but don't worry the next chapter will not have sex and we will have new revelations for the plot I'm also excited to see the next chapter