Nah man, how much cash yall need to get rid of these deku asscheeks?? It genuinely makes me wanna shut the app and not come back
THATS WHAT IM SAYING
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We genuinely need more MLs like Itsuomi. Man is just chilling and going about life and knows what he wants/likes. Forget making the male leads rivals for the main girl's attention, make the ML bulldoze his way into the second male lead's life and force a friendship they can't resist. I'm not a Oushi supporter or hater, but the way he slowly accepted Itsuomi as a friend (or lack therefore, we still got ways to go) was just my favourite part about this whole situation. If anyone got anything similar, let me know. It's hard to find a good bromance/brotherhood when every living male apparently only sees the main girl is shojo romance
are you reading Museru Kurai no Ai wo Ageru? I find the ML a bit like Itsuomi in that same sense youre talking about specifically, hes a but immature at times but has been in refreshing like Itsuomi with the need to dont be too hot headed when dealing with other dudes situations
Omg yesss!! I'm just waiting for a few more chapters before I start reading
Someone spoil me. How obsessed are these two with each other? Are we talking radio storm obsession or even better (worse)??
*sigh* *cracks knuckles*
(Spoiler)(these citations are booktoki chapters, they split the novel into 20 chapters plus 3 chapters of side stories)
“There were various reasons for those who wanted to survive. Family, friends, or lovers, obsessed with life for them, and the people in the City also defeated death and survived to share life with them. I was able to meet him because I was alive, and he could come back to himself because he was alive.
For Seokhwa, Kwak Suhwan, and for Kwak Suhwan, Seokhwa was the reason for survival.“
(Chapter 20 on booktoki)
“"I'm sorry. Dr. Seok was sick because of me."
Kwak Soo-hwan's voice was fainter than before. His palms got wet and wet. I wanted to say it's not your fault, but my voice didn't come out, so I just shook my head.
"But you still have to live. Honey, do you believe me?"
Kwak Suhwan's whole body was soaked. It was bloody all over my body, as if it had just come up from t he blood, as if it was pouring blood from every hole in the body. But he was blindfolded by Seokhwa so that he could not see anything. Seokhwa held his hands with both hands until they faded white. I felt like I would never be able to come back to this bosom if I fell away from him.
"live."”
(Chapter 19 on booktoki)
“" want to touch your testicles."
He blurted out, surprising Kwak Soohwan. Kwak Soohwan turned his face leaned on the steering wheel sideways.
"Will touching my balls make you feel better? I'm not some panacea, Dr. Seok."
"Then I'll say it again. I want to hug you naked."
Dr. Seok knows nothing about human emotions.”
(Chapter 11 on booktoki)
“From the moment their eyes met, he walked toward Seokhwa without taking his eyes off him for a second. A blanket fell behind Seokhwa’s back as he got up from his chair. He looked at him without even thinking about picking it up. Was he seeing hallucinations now? Or was he here to give him permission to die without living anymore?
Kwak Suhwan stood in front of Seokhwa.
Seokhwa didn’t dare to reach out. If he did, he felt like he would turn into a mirage and wake up from his dream.
“I’m here, hyung.”
He took a deep breath.
Was that what his voice sounded like? In my memory, his voice was always refreshing, but now it was completely calm. His face was covered with longing in his clouded eyes, so I couldn’t see him properly. I blinked the tears that were blocking my vision, but they still piled up.
“I was really sick. Do you believe me?”
He smiled a little awkwardly.
“I’m sorry I’m late.”
“… … .”
“I’m sorry I left you alone.”
“… … .”
Kwak Suhwan, who spoke indifferently, laughed, but then his face hardened into a blank expression. He, who had taken a deep breath like me, distorted his face like a child, as if he couldn’t hold back his tears any longer.
“Dr. Seok, Seokhwa, Seokhwa hyung.”
He called Seok-hwa by all his names. As if all the calls in the world to Seokhwa were his own.
Only then did Seokhwa hug him as he cried. I caressed his cheek, which was filled with the cold air of Russia, with my cheek, and wrapped his body as hard as my memory. Kwak Suhwan also couldn’t stand it and locked Seokhwa’s body in my arms.
They were wrong. Pain is not the beginning of evolution.”
(Chap 20 on booktoki)
He opened his eyes wide and looked at him. Kwak Suhwan was breathing heavily. Even though he was seeing him with his own eyes, it didn’t feel real. We had spent much more time together than apart, but it felt like we had met again after a hundred years.
It was really Kwak Suhwan, Kwak Suhwan. He wanted to call him, but his voice still wouldn’t come out. He was safe. As always, Kwak Suhwan had come to find me.
“Honey, I called you.”
But as if he had no choice, Dr. Seok laughed, scolding him as if he knew that he was originally dull.
“… … Su-hwan.”
(Chapter 17 on booktoki)
“Kwak Suhwan did not take his eyes off Seokhwa, who had turned pale.
He wanted to get rid of everything. Choi Ho-eon, and those who don't believe in vaccines. Kwak Suhwan couldn't understand why Seokhwa would go to such lengths to save people. No, he understood, but he didn't want Seok-hwa to sacrifice himself.
Seokhwa, you're mine, but you're not the Tree of Life, and you shouldn't be everyone's savior, you should be mine alone..
Kwak Suhwan tightly shut his lips. His head felt like it was going to burst from the heat.”
(Chapter 16 on booktoki)
“"Major Kwak."
Seokhwa tightly grasped Kwak
Soohwan's arm.
"I'm glad you're okay."
Only now did Seokhwa realize the person in front of him. Even if the ground beneath his feet collapsed when he said he didn't remember him, if he was unharmed, that was enough.”
(Chapter 12 on booktoki)
“Today, he painfully realized how precious Kwak Soohwan was to him. Just the thought of losing him made him feel a deep pain.” (Chap 12 on booktoki)
“Seokhwa, sitting on the rear seat on the central bulging seat, held onto Kwak Soohwan's sleeve tightly. Despite the uncomfortable position, as if afraid Kwak Soohwan would disappear somewhere, he leaned his body against him, seeking warmth.” (chapter 12 on booktoki)
“Seokhwa replied insensitively to Choi Ho-eon, who said he would not listen to the answer.
"Yes."
"Why? Are we a family?"
"We are not a family. The only person in my family is Major Kwak."” (Chapter 17 on booktoki)
“I had been wrong all along. Kwak Suhwan had not been concentrating on getting his body back to normal. From the moment he opened his eyes until now, all of Kwak Suhwan’s mind had been on Seokhwa. That’s why only the shell of a body trying to prepare for departure remained here.”
(Chapter 20 on booktoki, context is he suffered 3-4 bullet wounds and spent 5 months recovering to which ppl though he was crippled cause he acted like an idiot the entire time)
The story speaks for its self
the kind of emotions that you cant get from the manwha, dr seok looks emotionless all the time but reading his monologues shows he's more than that
He's supposed to be emotionless, the characters have much more thoughts shown in the novel. (which in my opinion, I believe is because since there's so much detail for the plot they needed to fit into the manhwa, there isn't really much space left for it in the manhwa) Either way, Chaepali cooked up the masterpiece that is the novel and RoGer-Nim cooked with the art and character desgin. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
No misunderstandings?
No breaking up?
No stupid second lead?
And when do they get together?
I wouldn’t call it a misunderstanding, since Yul existence itself is full of mystery and scheme. But the ML found out about it through investigation and patiently wait for the MC to tell him himself.
No break up, no second lead
No rape ???
No rape, thank god
Good.. Will give it a try then..
I understand age restrictions and stuff, and that they wanna censore stuff cuz of the young audience,, but they could have at least kept this quote!!!!! I was waiting for this man
For anyone who wants to read it. Don't know if it's a spoiler, but I'll keep it as one just in case.
“You asked me if I wanted to be a queen? When I’m with him, I’m not just a queen, I’m a goddess. When he looks at me, I feel like I’m the only girl in the world. When he looks at me, I don’t have a single flaw. I’m a goddess in his eyes. I’m perfect. Who knew that being loved would feel like this?”
TEARS
Shakespeare wishes his words could be as world-shattering and heartfelt as this. Especially when the seme said "..." Truely, words for the ages, I thought my heart would give out
Genuine question, is the official English release going to be unconcerned?
uncensored?
Omg yes, sorry. I didn't realise my phone autocorrected it
sorry but that was killing me lmaooo and i don’t actually know hmm but i think so bc i have some and they are all uncensored
IM SO SORRY BUT I CACKLED LIKE A MANIAC WHEN I REALISED IT CUZ IT'S SO FUNNY IN A WAY.
LMAOOO NO WORRIES I DID AS WELL
Lmaoo yhh I started laughing as well. But thank you, I guess I'll find out once it gets released
GUYS STOP, I CAN'T. I just read the raws and I didn't understand a single word but I'm legit going to start crying I know hazuki said pretty shitty things, and while it's not justifiable, everything he's been stressed about piled up and imploded. Poor guys just needs a break. Man is trying he's best and nothing is going his way SOMEONE PLS UPLOAD THE NEW CHAPTER!!!
where did you read the raws ? can you link ?
On Facebook by Queen Yaoi ~0~
i don’t have fb can you send link
I tried without fb as well but it doesn't seem to work
Someone please reccomend me another story with a clingy uke like this
YES PLS
Me too please
replying so I can read if someone drops some recs (づ￣ ³￣)づ
plspls
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/meppou_yatara_to_yowaki_ni_kiss/
The age gap is a bit big but the uke is clingy
thank you! i’ll read anything atp hahah
I JUST READ FHE LATEST CHAPTER AND IT HASNT UPDATED YOU ARE SO CRUELLLL ITS SO GOOD I WANT MORE
Ikr it hasn't been updated since September last year... I'll try find you the raws
ohh thank you so muchhhh!
Brother, RUNNNN!!! I DON'T CARE WHERE, JUST RUNNN. I just know whose mofos are gonna tell the fucking horse face, there's no ifs about it, just whens PLS save yourself and Grandma and run for the hills Dan