Honestly, if you go back and read the first chapter after everything we know now, even though the blame isn’t completely on Tae-Kyung, all of his actions made things worse. Everything Hee-Seo did was to lure him out and cling to him, and once he accomplished that, Tae-Kyung did nothing to help him with his mental health issues. Everything he did was a half assed anttempt to make himself feel better about Hee-Seo’s mother’s death, and where things are now is a result of that.
I hate that all the crazy feels so relatable. ( ̄∇ ̄") This was younger me. Provoking just so I could get the hot crazy s*x. And their s*x scenes really are super hot. It feels like they really do trust each other at the end of the day, but he’s just super needy emotionally and it leads to him doing dumb shit to get Ho-in’s attention.
Have to just keep accepting that this isn’t real life. If he chooses Yawhi then things will be better, because that’s how the author has to write it. It’s not like IRL where we know these types of people never change. Personally, I don’t think he should have ever given him an inch, but I get it. These BL stories are all the same formula. It’s always going to be the worst option that is end game. I just don’t get why?











My heart.