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bro I was only gone for a few months...now I revisit and all I see is the cover and the photo album...WHAT IS HAPPENING! oh lux...where is my lux! （/TДT)/
I just finished reading all I missed....WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKERY SHIT IS THIS!!! IM'A BE HONEST BABY LUX DESERVES BETTER!!
we are LITERALLY in the same boat rn bro i just finished reading and i’d be better off windex wiping my corneas.
FOR REAL!!! MY SOUL WILL NOT RECOVER FROM THIS!!! LIKE WHY COULD'NT YOU JUST LET HIM EXPLAIN???!!
...So maybe I'm a little too desensitized. Honestly I thought he was going to ask for something extreme with how bad he was shaking, like knife play or being pegged. But choking was a bit unexpected and underwhelming.
Same. With all the warning/advisory tags, my mind went to all the darker possibilities. The choking kink seem like it would be too vanilla for him. I guess not
Cause his kink wasn't the issue that was stopping him? He was afraid Courtney would treat him like everyone else and do what he wants to please him. It didn't matter if it was vanilla or not, he wanted her intentions to be what she wanted and seeked out and was afraid of ruining their dynamics.
Like I'm trying not to be mean but I feel like this message is not hidden at all, how did you miss it?
I didn't miss it, I understood that and the reason for it after the reveal which was beautiful, i was speaking on how the build up and the warning made it FEEL like it was extreme, especially going off the past expectations of Richard's preferences. in this case, I was strictly referring to the morbid sexual dynamic we have come to know, rather than the actual plot.
for real, especially with what they have done already, but I have a feeling this was just the plot opened for a whole new Richard kink era. low-key kinda scared and excited for what comes next.
morbid is an insane way to describe their dynamic lmao nothing theyve done so far has been far enough to label it as a morbid sexual dynamic
I agree it was overhyped, but Richard did also pick something "easy for Courtney", it was another level up from spanking/commands (in his mind) but I dont think it was near the top of the list in terms of extremes, I think he was shaking and stuff coz he was scared to ask for a "level up"
yeah that's true, that's also why I'm kinda scared for the future lol. I mean if that's the 'easy' stuff. I'm can't wait.
yeah you're right, but compared to "normal" relationships a lot of BDSM is considered "morbid" socially, lol. I think most of us here are desensitized though. personally I enjoy these dynamics when reading, like everyone else here.