ayaa, why so serious September 4, 2025 4:19 am

...So maybe I'm a little too desensitized. Honestly I thought he was going to ask for something extreme with how bad he was shaking, like knife play or being pegged. But choking was a bit unexpected and underwhelming.

    NewDestiny September 4, 2025 5:34 am

    Same. With all the warning/advisory tags, my mind went to all the darker possibilities. The choking kink seem like it would be too vanilla for him. I guess not

    Visenya September 4, 2025 8:46 am

    Cause his kink wasn't the issue that was stopping him? He was afraid Courtney would treat him like everyone else and do what he wants to please him. It didn't matter if it was vanilla or not, he wanted her intentions to be what she wanted and seeked out and was afraid of ruining their dynamics.
    Like I'm trying not to be mean but I feel like this message is not hidden at all, how did you miss it?

    ayaa, why so serious September 4, 2025 11:04 pm
    Cause his kink wasn't the issue that was stopping him? He was afraid Courtney would treat him like everyone else and do what he wants to please him. It didn't matter if it was vanilla or not, he wanted her inte... Visenya

    I didn't miss it, I understood that and the reason for it after the reveal which was beautiful, i was speaking on how the build up and the warning made it FEEL like it was extreme, especially going off the past expectations of Richard's preferences. in this case, I was strictly referring to the morbid sexual dynamic we have come to know, rather than the actual plot.

    ayaa, why so serious September 4, 2025 11:09 pm
    Same. With all the warning/advisory tags, my mind went to all the darker possibilities. The choking kink seem like it would be too vanilla for him. I guess not NewDestiny

    for real, especially with what they have done already, but I have a feeling this was just the plot opened for a whole new Richard kink era. low-key kinda scared and excited for what comes next.

    Visenya September 5, 2025 1:21 am
    I didn't miss it, I understood that and the reason for it after the reveal which was beautiful, i was speaking on how the build up and the warning made it FEEL like it was extreme, especially going off the past... ayaa, why so serious

    morbid is an insane way to describe their dynamic lmao nothing theyve done so far has been far enough to label it as a morbid sexual dynamic

    im not creative for nicknames September 6, 2025 4:47 pm

    I agree it was overhyped, but Richard did also pick something "easy for Courtney", it was another level up from spanking/commands (in his mind) but I dont think it was near the top of the list in terms of extremes, I think he was shaking and stuff coz he was scared to ask for a "level up"

    ayaa why so serious September 8, 2025 12:20 am
    I agree it was overhyped, but Richard did also pick something "easy for Courtney", it was another level up from spanking/commands (in his mind) but I dont think it was near the top of the list in terms of extre... im not creative for nicknames

    yeah that's true, that's also why I'm kinda scared for the future lol. I mean if that's the 'easy' stuff. I'm can't wait.

    ayaa why so serious September 8, 2025 12:24 am
    morbid is an insane way to describe their dynamic lmao nothing theyve done so far has been far enough to label it as a morbid sexual dynamic Visenya

    yeah you're right, but compared to "normal" relationships a lot of BDSM is considered "morbid" socially, lol. I think most of us here are desensitized though. personally I enjoy these dynamics when reading, like everyone else here.

ayaa, why so serious August 9, 2025 8:54 pm

bro I was only gone for a few months...now I revisit and all I see is the cover and the photo album...WHAT IS HAPPENING! oh lux...where is my lux! (/TДT)/

    ayaa, why so serious August 10, 2025 3:05 am

    I just finished reading all I missed....WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKERY SHIT IS THIS!!! IM'A BE HONEST BABY LUX DESERVES BETTER!!

    Kisugi Miso August 12, 2025 12:10 am
    I just finished reading all I missed....WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKERY SHIT IS THIS!!! IM'A BE HONEST BABY LUX DESERVES BETTER!! ayaa, why so serious

    we are LITERALLY in the same boat rn bro i just finished reading and i’d be better off windex wiping my corneas.

    ayaa, why so serious August 12, 2025 5:05 am
    we are LITERALLY in the same boat rn bro i just finished reading and i’d be better off windex wiping my corneas. Kisugi Miso

    FOR REAL!!! MY SOUL WILL NOT RECOVER FROM THIS!!! LIKE WHY COULD'NT YOU JUST LET HIM EXPLAIN???!!

ayaa, why so serious April 14, 2025 2:03 pm

Does anyone know any other uncanny romance story's like this??? I love this so much so I'm genuinely curious.

ayaa, why so serious July 31, 2024 7:57 pm

why is Caesar like a cut and paste of my brother..damn bro this got to real I already hated him now its 10 fold

    RenRen July 31, 2024 7:59 pm

    If your brother did the same things ceasar did to ruby please get as far away as you can

    aisaitnail July 31, 2024 8:17 pm

    OH MY GOD WHAT I AM SO SORRY I HOPE YOURE NOT IN TOUCH WITH HIM ANYMORE,

    ayaa, why so serious August 1, 2024 9:25 pm
    OH MY GOD WHAT I AM SO SORRY I HOPE YOURE NOT IN TOUCH WITH HIM ANYMORE, aisaitnail

    ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ don't worry I'm not thank goodness

    ayaa, why so serious August 1, 2024 9:27 pm
    If your brother did the same things ceasar did to ruby please get as far away as you can RenRen

    I have so its all good, unfortunately nothing was done about it but he's out off the picture.(๑•ㅂ•)و✧

ayaa, why so serious May 30, 2024 3:59 am

It's been 4 months when's the update..

ayaa, why so serious January 17, 2024 5:32 am

there's no way that's how it ends between those to it cant bro I'm crying- talking about the side story- please I need more

ayaa, why so serious December 27, 2023 1:04 am

even the smut part seems so soft and wholesome ╥﹏╥

ayaa, why so serious December 27, 2023 12:57 am

I DON'T WANNA HEAR YALLS NEGATIVITY YA'LL JUST JEAlOUS ASF - y'all are taking this on a new level of seriousness( ̄△ ̄ )

    AliceInYaoiLand December 25, 2023 10:39 am

    Honey YOU be fr. The oldest Hayato could've been in high school is 18, that would mean that he was having sexual fantasies about a 6 year old...

    Birdman December 25, 2023 5:08 pm

    Kys <3

    Ryuuu December 25, 2023 6:31 pm

    WHY WOULD I WANT TO BE FUCKED BY A 30 YEAR OLD AT 6-18 WHAT IS WRONG AND U??

    Makaio December 26, 2023 1:28 am
    Kys <3 Birdman

    it didn't work (⌒▽⌒)

    Makaio December 26, 2023 1:28 am
    WHY WOULD I WANT TO BE FUCKED BY A 30 YEAR OLD AT 6-18 WHAT IS WRONG AND U?? Ryuuu

    ALOT ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Makaio December 26, 2023 1:30 am
    Honey YOU be fr. The oldest Hayato could've been in high school is 18, that would mean that he was having sexual fantasies about a 6 year old... AliceInYaoiLand

    no it never said that it just said he was in love with him, he didn't think like that he even moved on untill later

    Makaio December 26, 2023 1:32 am

    don't attack me it was meant to be funny why read it just to talk shit like come on now

    Yariiii December 26, 2023 4:46 am
    don't attack me it was meant to be funny why read it just to talk shit like come on now Makaio

    Jesus Christ are u fucking stupid or sum that’s a fucked up joke dude

    AliceInYaoiLand December 26, 2023 11:52 am
    no it never said that it just said he was in love with him, he didn't think like that he even moved on untill later Makaio

    The scene literally showed him fantasizing that the girl he was having sex with was 6 year old Chihiro. The oldest Chihiro could've been was 6 because the oldest Hayato could be in high school is 18.

    Makaio December 26, 2023 2:31 pm
    Jesus Christ are u fucking stupid or sum that’s a fucked up joke dude Yariiii

    yea bc its a manga its a fucking BOOK its FAKE ya'll need to grow up or get off this sight

    Makaio December 26, 2023 2:33 pm
    The scene literally showed him fantasizing that the girl he was having sex with was 6 year old Chihiro. The oldest Chihiro could've been was 6 because the oldest Hayato could be in high school is 18. AliceInYaoiLand

    no in that image he was older, like 14 but yes its technically wrong, but like its not like he tried anything and its a manga, there's worse out there

    Makaio December 26, 2023 2:37 pm
    Jesus Christ are u fucking stupid or sum that’s a fucked up joke dude Yariiii

    and if your on this site then you don't have the right to talk its a illagal p**n site basically

    Isabella December 26, 2023 2:56 pm

    kys, wtf is wrong with u

    :3 ! December 26, 2023 6:27 pm
    WHY WOULD I WANT TO BE FUCKED BY A 30 YEAR OLD AT 6-18 WHAT IS WRONG AND U?? Ryuuu

    i do

    chili December 26, 2023 7:15 pm
    it didn't work (⌒▽⌒) Makaio

    Try again, this time, deeper.

    ayaa, why so serious December 27, 2023 12:50 am
    i do :3 !

    same, (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    ayaa, why so serious December 27, 2023 12:52 am
    Try again, this time, deeper. chili

    I did none of them worked trust me (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 but damn it hurts to be shocked back to life, they sure as hell don't give up on reviving me its bs

    ayaa, why so serious December 27, 2023 12:53 am
    kys, wtf is wrong with u Isabella

    ALOT, and sorry it don't work

    Mary December 27, 2023 4:17 am

    It’s literally pedophilia but okay

    ayaa, why so serious December 27, 2023 4:31 pm
    It’s literally pedophilia but okay Mary

    its not there both adults

    Yariiii December 28, 2023 1:52 am

    guys stop replying, this mf just wants attention at this point and knows what they’re doing. don’t be like this mf

    Birdman December 29, 2023 12:32 am
    its not there both adults ayaa, why so serious

    They are not both adults lmfao dudes like "awaa we shouldnt have sex im not 18 yet" and so the 29-30 yo proceeds to fuck the confirmed 17 yo. This manga goes out of its way to be pedophillic. Im giving your address to a bunch of fucking spiders

    ayaa, why so serious December 29, 2023 1:34 am
    They are not both adults lmfao dudes like "awaa we shouldnt have sex im not 18 yet" and so the 29-30 yo proceeds to fuck the confirmed 17 yo. This manga goes out of its way to be pedophillic. Im giving your add... Birdman

    chill the fuck out its literally a damn manga y'all Americans are something else

    Birdman December 29, 2023 2:45 am
    chill the fuck out its literally a damn manga y'all Americans are something else ayaa, why so serious

    Not american lmfao go fuck yer nan

    Mary December 29, 2023 4:04 am
    its not there both adults ayaa, why so serious

    If your brain dead just say so lol, because he hasn’t even graduated yet

    Mary December 29, 2023 4:33 am
    its not there both adults ayaa, why so serious

    nah bb if your brain dead just say so, he literally knew this kid since he was a child and liked him as a child when he was pretty much a adult that’s fucking disgusting, if your into children pretty much getting fucked by adults you have issues and need medical attention and ur probably gonna like kids when your a adult if your not already a adult lmfao(︶︿︶)=凸

    chili January 1, 2024 12:35 am
    I did none of them worked trust me (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 but damn it hurts to be shocked back to life, they sure as hell don't give up on reviving me its bs ayaa, why so serious

    Even god don't wanna meet a corny mentally ill person like you

    AliceInYaoiLand January 1, 2024 9:47 pm
    no in that image he was older, like 14 but yes its technically wrong, but like its not like he tried anything and its a manga, there's worse out there Makaio

    You're not understanding. They have a 12 year age gap. He fantasized that while he was a high schooler, oldest he could've been was 18. That means the kid was 6 years old at the oldest. 18-12=6. He did not imagine the kid as being older either. The kid looked exactly the same as in the previous pages, again the oldest possible age being 6.

    AliceInYaoiLand January 1, 2024 9:50 pm
    its not there both adults ayaa, why so serious

    He was 18 when he imagined having sex with a 6 year old. That is pedophilia. Skipping ahead to their present day as adults doesn't change that.

    ayaa, why so serious September 4, 2025 11:21 pm
    He was 18 when he imagined having sex with a 6 year old. That is pedophilia. Skipping ahead to their present day as adults doesn't change that. AliceInYaoiLand

    you right. forgot about this post tbh. so uhhhh ignore me from 3 years ago... I was different back then.. only thought about it from a kid perspective.

    pooksszzz September 5, 2025 3:16 am

    Okay whoa...now guys I get why ur upset abt this but saying kys to this person is a little to far..and there's nothing we can do it's their opinion and how they think so just stop replying guys

    pooksszzz September 5, 2025 3:16 am

    Lol, I'm two years late

Makaio August 24, 2023 3:22 am

to the person posting this here im honored pls update soon Also there has been about 3 chapters added to the story already and I hope you have patron bc I need the to know how far they get I need the spice :')

    Purky August 24, 2023 8:59 pm

    Hey i posted an update but it said its waiting to be approved. Its been an hour, how long should i wait lmao

    Makaio August 26, 2023 4:17 am
    Hey i posted an update but it said its waiting to be approved. Its been an hour, how long should i wait lmao Purky

    i am very patient and grateful this story is my all-time favorite :) your amazing so keep up the good work

    Makaio August 26, 2023 4:30 am
    i am very patient and grateful this story is my all-time favorite :) your amazing so keep up the good work Makaio

    omg chapter 94 was uploaded but I don't have Patreon so I'm missing out ima cry :"")

    Purky August 26, 2023 10:56 am
    i am very patient and grateful this story is my all-time favorite :) your amazing so keep up the good work Makaio

    Haha ofc

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