
Like real real deep. I lnew i was right. When i was preparing for my entrance exams, i stopped reading any mangas or novels that were even a little complicated or realistic. I didn't want to feel the bitter,tired feelings of protagonists when i wasn't free myself.
I thought- I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS OF MY OWN TO BOTHER ABOUT THEIR PROBLEMS AND THEIR LIVES.
Its a good realistic manga. Good plot. I love the details and how dedicated they are to their jobs and to each other. How Kaoru is always thinking about Yagi and how Yagi is always observing her and getting all insecure on his own over it.
That he recognizes her efforts and acknowledges her is proof of how deep their love is. He sees how she is working so hard to lessen the burden on him. I love that

Love can fade, blame the loss of hormones or the passage of time.
But what has become of her parents is not because of lack of love but lack of commitment and becoz her father is absolute trash.
He doesn't have the minimum respect towards his wife or curtesy towards his family. No awareness of his duties towards his family.
The reason two people stick together even after the love has passed is because of sentiments, trust , for companionship and for the sake of memories.
If they don't even want to stick together and are tired of each other, the least u can do is to separate peacefully so as to not affect the children. U brought them into the world. At least dont be a nuisance to them

I never guessed!
Speechless
But there were hints. Like when the coworker called her weird, how she didn't know his birthday/hobbies etc even tho he is her bf, how Elios hasn't spoken to anyone other than her, how her boss called her out for being absent-minded, how Elios and her aren't chatting at a time. Its always him or her first. How no one else was at the 24hr cafe. How no one saw the couple out on dates. How she doesn't have all her memories.
Author had excuses though. She is sleepy at classes because she has a split personality. But i thought its because of her part time job.
I dunno how she lifted her proffesor onto the wardrobe all by herself though.
The part where Elios has a bruise because of the assault.
Do split personalities mean your other personality also tries to defend itself? Like how she(Elios) stalked Yohan and tried to attack him?
Elios seems stupid here then! If he attacked people to protect Emma then he should not have stalked Yohan

Got it! She stalked Yohan because he made her cry.
Another clue. He made her cry but Emma has never told Elios Yohan made her cry or that he ran a background check on her because she wanted to hide her past from Yohan.
Crucial.
Emma never told Elios that Yohan made her cry so why did he stalk and assault Yohan? This is the biggest clue. I kept feeling something is wrong here.
Because if i am smart like Elios and know that Yohan is someone who can catch me from little traces then i would avoid him as he did and never stalk or assault him.
But keeping in line his promise to protect Emma , he did so. But Elios never knew

This resonates with me so so so damn much!!! Why oh why would you not say the word or speak of it freely?
I mean, its not a crime, not something illegal, its natural and happens to every woman which is 50%of the population. Like how every person breathes, every woman bleeds once a month.
We all women do. Its NATURAL , MADE BY NATURE AND GOD. Why can't you say it?

Simple. People at those times are conservative. If not, then restrictive. They see it as something vulgar. Others see it as evil. At those times too, science isn't as complete yet so not all people know that it is normal and modern technology for communicating vital information is not common yet. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
The hubby cooked breakfast on the first day of marriage