
I wanna know... is this story worth it? I mean, I was following the story until I get stuck around chapter 20 I think i don't remember very well but I wanna know if this story it's getting genuinely better, and for better I meant if there's a character development bc I remember they were pretty toxic as a couple or if it's getting more toxic than before lol I'm not hating or anything... it's just a genuinely question.. I wanna how it's the story getting ...

I've read this about 4 years ago and I really like it, not as a BL or romantic story but as a psychological story in general I mean it's so damn good. It may be pretty disturbing by the fact that he was being raped by an adult when he was a child... but seeing how things progress through the story is pretty interesting. I was sexually harassed by one of my family members when I was a child too and when I read it this for the first time I couldn't swallow well the things that were happening at the moment, I'm usually okay with the rape( I MEANT IN BL not in real life and by that I mean that it doesn't affect me that much) but this one felt so realistic that I was shaking but then I finished and I was having mixed feelings, it ended well in my opinion... kinda fucked up but I think is a really good story in general because we can see both sides of the story of the main characters... sorry for writing so much ... but I really like this story and I think is one of the best psychological stories ever created...

I couldn't agree with you more about this! I too like this manga because its a damn good psychological story! I respect Harada so much for giving us such a realistic perspective of child grooming and showing us how dark these situations truly are, you know unlike some *cough cough* child grooming or shota type mangas out there trying to make these situations all lovey dovey. I remember when I first read this, I almost couldn't even stomach the first two chapters....oof and omg when I listened to the drama cd (⊙…⊙ ) NOPE. As much as this is a disturbing manga, I do like this, in fact I really like, it made me feel VERY uneasy but it kept me hooked and I think that's how Harada wanted to make ppl feel. I mean it's Harada, you gotta know what to expect lol ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ didn't mean to write so much just wanted to say I liked what you had to say and your opinion >.<
Btw I'm so sorry you went what happened to you when you were a child, I can't imagine going through something like that. I'm sorry!!!

thank you so much for your understanding :') and yes I also agree with you. Harada sensei stories are pretty crude but realistic at the same time not like other bl stories with lots of cliches... Harada is not afraid to cover controversial topics with a good plot and I'm happy that her stories are not one of the bunch
Okay buy we need a spin off about Shingo friends bc They're SO CUTE(๑•ㅂ•)و✧♡