Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!!!
Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuk!!!!!
Ahah ^________^
I love them so much!
I'm on chapter 36.
Just... my first kisses were ALWAYS like that. The hesitant trial kiss before going for the lips. The waiting only a second before assessing is everyone is on the same page, giving us each a final chance to back out. The chaste kiss to still kind of test the waters, making sure we're still together with this before losing yourself to the moment, the feelings, the budding warmth of love adjacent feelings burning from the centre of our chests before spreading to the tops of every finger and each toe. This right here. This is the absolute best feeling on earth. I've done and seen quite a bit in my life but no feeling beats that first slip of the tongue, that first playful dance, then when you realize your compatible in this way too it's just... Magic.
I'm getting kinda old now, I've been with my life partner for nearly a decade and a half and although we do have a much deeper love, one of those kind of loved that you have no anxiety about your relationship. A love where you don't even really care if your partner cheats because you know at the end of the day, it was only because you weren't willing and/or able and yet even with that cart blanche, they'd still never. I have this kind of slow, compassion over passion kind of love and when we do go there, we totally GO there, but as for firsts, reading these stories is kinda it for me. We've run out of firsts. Don't get me wrong, he still is able to give me similar butterflies, but nothing on this planet beats s first kiss.
Sadly, I'm a little too old and busted for makeout sessions, so most forms of kissing have to be done by my imagination... Thank you author-nim, wherever you are, for giving this older ladie my youth back, through a kiss between two young adult men... lol.
Yes to both lol.
So this is my hypothesis pertaining to the dream (if anyone's interested). Ruslan's had amnesia once already so it would make sense for it to happen again. If they do the following is how I would do it if I were to take that route writing this story:
Ruslan gets amnesia and we find out through it happening this time, how and why it happened the previous. In author-nim's shoes, I would have it be that Irene's dad's failed summoning and mind control backfires and somehow this triggers Ruslan's amnesia. Ruslan will proceed to kick Irene out and she'll go live with her brother (who may or may not be possessed by that point) and/or the wizard dude. Somehow Ruslan will turn back into the slime and his memories will return.
All this said, is also possible she'll have more dreams and may get Ruslan to turn into Lime which restores his memories and she'll never actually get kicked out.
My main point though is that Lime would never kick her out for anything and Ruslan only would if his mind is no longer connected to Like and he doesn't remember their time together.
Regardless of all of this, I would bet pretend monies that the Sordier sperm donor (I pronounce their last names “Soldier” in my mind lol) trying to kill literally everyone (...youfuckingassholesonofanorphanslauderingmotherofapunkassbitchrabblerabblerabble...) and Ruslan's memory loss are directly related... I'm talkin' Alabama levels of related lol.
Ok so why would her brother sell that to her dad? Does he want him to summon the devil, does he know she got the antidote? I can't remember. I'm not sure if it's my mind going in my older age, if it's because the story is coming out slow, the translations are hit or miss, or what, but yeah I'm having trouble keeping up.
Anyone wanna explain this chapter a little? If not no worries, I can try to go read past chapters over again, I just don't get all the brother stuff. I thought he was mostly on her side...
I'll comment my theory about her dream in its own post to keep thoughts and the two seperate themes organized.
i thought that was her friend from earlier and they made plans to make a fake golem heart that looked real to slow down his plans while they made their own plans to take him down. they made the plan in front of husband lime and lime was super jealous of him and wanted to kill him lol. but the dad is planning to brainwash the brother to kill his sister which is why he's tied up and resisting.
It's the fucking uncle. I know there not good people, but there are always reasons. Not always logical/good/kind/appropriate reasons, but reasons none the less. Reasons also don't excuse the acts nor the escalation there to/after, but they can explain the root or cause of them.
I hypothesize that the root to the whole family being in jail, is the uncle. I would even believe the family takes the fall for the uncle so he can keep making money through the illegal means and supporting the rest of the family and it's possible because he also pays off the law. Sadly in many cases, the law only really cares that _someone_ takes the fall, who can be a little lax so far as you have a good enough lawyer and/or no one cares enough to look into it deeply and/or there is possible evidence on something else.
Anyway, my point here is: I would bet every penny I've spent on this site (hehe, none but still) that it will all turn out to be the uncle. And I bet H is there because he hurt someone for speaking badly about someone he cared about/his brother/his family.










Snek!!