Phime May 25, 2024 11:20 pm

That was a lot! I was pretty much right about everything thus far though. Let's see if mc talked the poison to stop ml from doing so..,

Phime May 25, 2024 7:27 am

Our little salescat really knows how to fumble all the balls. How is he so damned lucky?!?

Phime May 25, 2024 7:13 am

Sohan totally looked like he was eated by a blanket-cocoon monster lololololololololol

Phime May 22, 2024 5:17 am

He knows right? I mean, he has too. T fees no way he doesn't. He totally knows.

Phime May 21, 2024 5:53 am

FUC.KING.FINALLY!! JEEEEEZ!!

I was about to go off about how I understood why his wife left him, he never freaking talks about freaking ANYTHING!! Lol. I'm so glad it's out in the open at least kinda. 47 chapters of this, enough is ENOUGH!

Phime May 21, 2024 5:44 am

Ok, usually I have a LOT to complain about but this chapter was. Beautiful.

Now don't get me wrong, rape is still absolutely atrocious, and up until now I wholeheartedly believe it has absolutely no place in this story, but this particular time, it was just.. WOW.

Everyone confused by this chapter, this is what was happening:

MC was speaking hard. He was not functioning, which I mean if COURSE he wasn't, he just lost the last little bit of family he had. The last person who truly loved him was gone, forever, and it was hitting him hard. He was falling apart so badly at a time that they need him equally badly if not even more so.

The espers let him greeting as long as they felt they could in the current circumstances, but Almuten would only be this vulnerable for so long and this was likely going to be their one and only time to act, their last chance to take Almuten down, so they needed to knock MC out of his spiral and fast because he's the only guide that can actually handle the group of psychopaths he's attached to. Yes, he is absolutely abused by them and they're absolutely atrocious human beings, but everyone up until him couldn't handle their power and absolute sexual insanity. So they NEED him. So the leader of the group took it upon himself to force MC to feel something, anything, but grief.

So, in an attemp to have him feel, he tried for hate, tried to get him angry at him, but it wasn't working as well as he needed it to. Leader then went for the surefire way to make him feel. Tapping him would either cause him pleasure, or a physical kind of pain; either way m it's not sadness.

When MC started to switch from one emotional extreme to another, he started to latch on to it as it was the one thing at that moment that could stop the pain of losing his brother. Because Leader decided to start pulling away, MC started begging him to keep going so he didn't start to fall back down the hole the spiral had dug into his emotional psyche that the sex was lifting him away from. After feeling pleasure, he cling to it as though it was the only thing that could chase away the pain, and at that moment, it kinda was.

So although I am still HEAVILY against rape, and absolutely believe there is WAY too much of it in bl these days, this particular scene was written and conveyed absolutely beautifully and three literal only time I personally believe rape should have ever taken place in this story. No it doesn't make it right, it just makes this part of the story very well made.

It's like how you can think an insane murderous character is awesome. It's not that if they were real yours want to be bffs with them, it's that they're written in a way that you approve of. Same with this scene in my opinion. This is why, although the act is disgusting, the scene is beautiful.

    Mikimimii May 21, 2024 8:05 am

    i just want to say thank you and i appreciate you for taking the time to type all of this out. these are my exact thoughts during this chapter, and you encapsulated everything. this has to be my favorite chapter yet, with all the deeper meanings and subtle, chaotic emotions that are going on between these two. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Phime May 21, 2024 4:54 am

Talk about the king of after care.

I know he hurt him, but he was given all the enthusiastic yeses, didn't mean to hurt him, stopped the second he realized it, made up for it, and offered to go above and beyond with taking him to the hospital. I really respect him so far

Phime May 19, 2024 6:41 am

Unnecessary misunderstandings are such a pretty piece of mine there practically the bane of my existence... so why am I so here for this bloody manhwa??? I get annoyed and want them to just freaking talk already, but for one of VERY few times, I actually get why things have gotten this far. For once, the misunderstandings actually make sense! They don't know one another well enough to be comfortable having a real discussion about everything. Would you tell a neighbour you barely know and think is creepy how you feel? Would you tell an online friend about specifics when your creepy neighbour did something weird, ESPECIALLY when you've been stalled by someone you met online before? And the fact that mc's Chara like EXACTLY like ml? It makes absolute sense that he would be creeped out, even if he wasn't being previously stalled.

Sure, I'm frustrated that neither of them will just say something just specific enough to top the other off, which would in turn open their relationship up to a much needed dialog, but I totally get why it hasn't happened yet.

The one thing that genuinely bugs me though is that Jigu used his actual name on voice chat, especially because op said Jigu was such an uncommon name. There is absolutely zero reason he wouldn't catch on there. Honestly though, I think Jigu has figured it out. At first this didn't bother me as much, but being that he even calls him Jigu, and on a regular basis... He would have noticed by now, after all, it literally displays their names every time they make any kind of comment.

    Yulin May 19, 2024 8:16 am

    Not really for the last part. I think asian languages have a lot of homophones, at least chinese does have a heck lot, so the Jigu of his name can be converted by a more overpowering jigu combination of words.
    In the case of the game only using the western alphabet, the in itself can be more confusing since it can be referring to anything and not necessarily linked to the characters of his real name

Phime May 19, 2024 6:16 am

Obviously, don't mention you read it here, but someone needs to tell the creator of this about makeship!!! Imagine actually being able to not only get little Kueng plushies, but queen bee, the various rabbit types and AILEEN plushies!!! I honestly would beg hubby for ALL of thems!!

Phime May 17, 2024 7:06 pm

...and by tomorrow I mean I'll see you all again in another year or two (⌒▽⌒)

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