Would’ve been better if she just had internalized homophobia it’s just straight homophobia. “ sorry I don’t think I can support you” like girl who asked you to?! This is the thing I don’t like about “well-intentioned” homophobes. So disingenuous! They talk like they care about you and want what’s best for you but honestly it’s all about them & what they think everyone else should do in order to fit in because that’s what they want for themselves! You didn’t ask for my input on how to live your life, so why are you giving me yours. I’m not asking for your permission to be with who I want to be with! Don’t give it to me either! As if my relationships will cease to be real or important the moment you decide that you can’t “support it,” agh, sorry for venting.
I get why Louie would want to spare his brother, he doesn’t want to have that burden of his death on him. But .. his brother isn’t innocent. He incited a war. People are dying because of him and I don’t see how sacrificing your own servant and possibly jeopardising a country is okay, just to save your brother. I’m not upset at his soft/meek character, I don’t expect him to be some overpowered mc, I would’ve been fine if he decided that he needed to save his brother & found a way to do it not at the possible expense of others, or if decided to save him at the expense of others such as now, that it not be framed as some goody goody thing he did, or the “right” decision. How could he not be distressed at the consequences?? What he did was very selfish and that’s fine! As long his character understands the gravity of his decisions and we DEAL with those emotions in the story. I’d be okay with that! But it feels like the author doesn’t think it’s a big deal? Im just not convinced by this character and it feels so blergh









Yess!! Suffer! Do it! Suffer some more omg!