
how much frustration and anxiety should I expect to experience reading this? Is it worth it? I've marinated it long enough but I want to know if I should dive in now that it's completed.

They're a few people and scenes throughout the main story that would make you anxious asf like mybe 7/10 I bet but it'll be extremely worth it! And since it's alrdy complete except for the sides chapters, I hope you won't be dealing with too much frustration hshs anyways, the story has a beautiful flow and the way it gnaw at your heart is just chefs kiss particularly for a big fan of one-sided affection and slow-build-up angst

he was not "so loved" the guy was simply possessive. People do the same with food they don't want to share, they label it or slobber all over it. That doesn't mean they love it. (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

It's obviously not love, it's possession. It sounds more like he was isolating the uke so that he would be alone and feel forced to keep the seme by his side because his mentality went straight to "no one likes me since I'm a beta." Forcing everyone around him to isolate him before attempting to drop him after the uke wanted something more than sex! That's not love, that's abuse!
They actually looked good together. I wonder what happened between them and if we will ever get a bit of backstory. My guess is because of being too dedicated to the job that caused them to drift apart. Personally, I'd like to see it. As long as it doesn't cause a stir to the present stuff. Eve is way too unstable for any of that.
the isiah now is blind in one eye lowkey i think eve did something to him before his memory was erased and that maybe they broke up cause of eve? i wanna know so bad