
yall going "support the author" lmfao she's a scammer anyway

A lot... she sells merchs, art commissions, even had an online shop, but never delivers the goods after receiving payment. She does this multiple times and changes her online name everytime she gets caught. She's been a scammer way long before writing webtoons and now ppl lick her ass just bc her drawing is good? Lmfao

Let's not forget she's also a terrible person who faked depression and suicide attempts and made up sob stories about her life to gain pity online by blaming her family and talked shit about them. She's a racist who pretended to be other races then say shit about the race she pretended to be, like how indians are ugly with black skin and wide nose. She said she lied because she's insecure about her actual ethnicity, but that doesn't give u rights to be racist and perpetuate racial stereotypes?? Wtf kind of excuse is that lmao
I almost forgot but her patreon is also a scam and she's stolen other artists works to be made into merch and sold as well. Tl;dr she's a bitch

Obviously I don't recommend this in real life but since this is fictional, I want Nakyum to be happy with Seungho.. TT
This is just my own interpretation, but metaphorically, I see choosing between Seungho and Inhun is kinda like choosing to embrace your own desires vs becoming who society wants you to be. Seungho is a symbol of sexual desires and depravity, while Inhun is all about propriety and ambition to get ahead in society.
Sometimes, the things u want in life can seem very inappropriate and shameful. For example if u're gay, u might be torn between loving a man or marrying a woman and having a family. Even in non sexual settings, kids get pressures into choosing more "appropriate" career choices like doctors or engineers instead of chasing their own passion which might not make as much money, like becoming an artist or a singer. In my own family setting, the relatives who don't make as much money always get shamed in family gatherings by other relatives pretending to be sympathetic by pitying them.
This is all metaphorical so forget about the morality of the actual situation for a bit. Seungho forcing Nakyum, and Nakyum's secret glances at Seungho, to me its quite like liking women. I didn't want to like women, but its forced on me regardless. It's sudden, uninvited, it's shameful and it brought me pain. I probably would have been much happier if I've never liked women to begin with, just like Nakyum probably would have been happier if he never encountered Seungho in his life.
In reality choosing between ur actual desires vs what society desires may not seem that extreme. But its only the person experiencing it themselves who knows how hard it is to stop denying a part of themselves. Other ppl can easily say its fine to be gay, and that its nothing shameful, but only the gay person knows how hard it is to live, and how ashamed they are to be different from everyone else.
It may sound crazy to compare liking women with Nakyum liking his own rapist, but its just an exaggeration of how "wrong" it feels for me to like women. Once again this is all metaphorical, "Seungho" in this metaphor isn't an actual person. I don't condone actual rape and if someone is actually attracted to their own rapist, they might want to see a psychiatrist just in case.
I stopped reading this manhwa a while ago and only came here to downvote comments