
Can someone please tell me FL first life story, I forgot and also about the priest relation to fl

In her first life, the FL killed her son (but considering the latest chapter, we're gonna have to doubt this crucial piece of info) and because she committed the first sin of filicide the God of the world, and her father, cursed her to always have to kill her son in every future incarnation. The priest is FL's brother, who committed the first sin of killing his lover, but like the recent chapter is putting that into question and so he has to kill his lover in every future incarnation just like the FL, but in this incarnation there's that whole thing about the FL's soul (who's cursed to always kill her son) reincarnating into the body of the priest's lover so he's cursed to kill the FL because she's in his supposed lover's body
It's pretty confusing..

And I think in her first life, she had to kill her child because he was attracting monsters?? Like she was in a village and helping everyone but one day monsters started appearing and the villagers noticed it was because of FL's child. That's alsl where she saw the ancestor of ML who was already in love with her at that time. Something like that?? So vague now

You guys should try this novel if you like this manhua https://www.novelupdates.com/series/why-are-the-protagonist-gong-and-shou-fighting-because-of-me/

At first this manhwa was good but after middle part it was rushed and the ending I never expected that nothing is resolved, all of them have their own problem mostly mentally problems but the MC ended up with someone and now he is healed, wtf is that and what about the problematic sister of that idol....So disappointed with this...
Its been over a year since it is updated, was this dropped I can't find next chapter even on other sites ...