I don’t like the ending of the novel, however I will say that this book gave me insight about humans and their behaviour. The villa scene was so gruesome and the way they all accepted to psychologically abuse Haewon is crazy but realistic, which is kind of insane to think about. I think group behaviour is a major reason why they normalized the sexual and physical abuse of Haewon because the ML kind of gaslighted the rest into thinking this was normal behaviour. If you think about it, humans are made to adapt socially to prevent being ostracized which aligns with why the collective acceptance of Haewon’s abuse among the group and their behaviour afterwards (acting completely normal like they didn’t just gang rape Haewon) is such a strangely natural behaviour of humans. It goes to show, any human is capable of extreme dehumanization or great empathy given the right circumstances. It explains why Hyunwoo as a character changed so drastically because he accepted that his friends abused Haewon, which led him into interpreting it as socially normal within their group.
The story of the novel is actually really great and interesting, but the BL is not serving… Like how am I as a reader expected to accept that Taekjoo and Zhenya end up together after Zhenya nearly kills Taekjoo after raping him… This story would’ve been absolutely perfect if it just kept the character as straight handsome males who like to fuck girls deliciously instead of an insert BL fantasy rape plot
I really love this story and I keep coming back to it because of how emotional it is and the sadness that permeates through both characters through their actions and disposition.
The sadness that Aeroc feels as he witnesses Klopp fall in love with his cousin is deeply touching because you can’t help but feel sorrow for him in his unrequited love. Klopp’s sadness is portrayed through his sense of loss of family when his pregnant omega dies so you feel sorry for him in the regard that he essentially lost his whole world. In doing so he created another family which is a husk of the one he lost, the family he truly cherished with Aeroc’s omega cousin. The family he creates with with Aeroc is a detachment from familial love.
However, there is one thing that I feel as though this story doesn’t build on. It’s the character growth. Even in the end, both Aeroc and Klopp are essentially emotionally as unstable as they were in the start of the story which is a failure on the author’s part. Aeroc ends up choosing Klopp once again proving that his emotions are a detriment to his identity as an individual autonomous person. Klopp basically ends up choosing Aeroc again in his regression despite the fact that he’s the source of all of his suffering.
Aeroc’s regression should’ve been a realization of repetition of his past life; being able to move on knowing that his alignment with Klopp would result in his eventual and expected comeuppance. Moving on from Klopp and being able love someone else who can reciprocate the same feelings. Klopp’s regression should’ve been a restart of his life that he had once lost. Being able to realize a family with his original omega and live life to its fullest, but feeling grievances for Aeroc for the pain and suffering that he had caused him.
The story really missed out on potentially being one of the best BL stories because of the ending of the regressions. Nevertheless, the story was still great at being emotionally captivating.
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Yo!! ,thanku for visiting my homepage ,I m fujoshi , and I m reading yaoi for a longer time like i m reading since 2015 but I made account in 2016 certainly my taste have changed a lot but still not for some Mangas , I read all genres I don't read trend stories much I search for hidden gems to know that those lost stories are still valuable and still makes me happy even any situation.(｡•ᴗ-)✧...of my life.
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If you find me on top comments I like to describe manga in short as possible, for me or everyone, also i write reviews when i already read them really my already read list count i have seriously read them fully seriously i have no life lol
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I do read omegaverse but not all only Alpha x Alpha + Alpha x Beta = I love fruitless relationships more cuz in my POV those are most pure not just instict they fight against their instincts and society to love each other .
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My frvt yaoi animes are :. Sekaiichi hataukoi, junjou Romantica ,dakaitchi, Ai no kusabi , kizuna, these are really healing animes cuz they helped me a lot during my depression time even till today .
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I read yaoi only for seme in rare cases for uke.
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I m not very certain I might have mood swings in taste of story i once read fluff and another second I read dark and twisted stories.(~‾▿‾)~
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Girl… I thought this looked cute because they eventually have a child, but the Uke is trash man. Are they fr? Uke chooses playboy alpha instead of the person who actually genuinely loves him? Bye, bye, BYE
I hate how the MC tries to control the ML’s actions, like you agreed to be his manager and you know what you were getting into, so what are you doing??? Like the reason the MC is sad is because he is in love with the ML but he’s clearly an asshole. In stories like these, I hate the MC more than the ML because of doormat behaviour.
I haven’t read the manhwa in a while because of exams and stuff, can someone fill me in on why everyone hates the ML and FL? Thank you
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The translation is terrible, but that’s what makes it so funny “What the fuck! I don’t want to fuck a dirty hole like this!”
Not even 2 chapters in and the ML already got his dick deep in someone else. The art is deceptive and I don’t understand at the appeal of the fuckboy trope, disgusting. I don’t know about y’all, but I’d like to have a partner who is STD free and isn’t trying to fuck someone else while I’m with them. Ngl, BL itself has become a questionable genre.
I really love the story for its unique approach to a complex plot which is hard to find nowadays. At the same I can’t help but absolutely hate Klopp, like he’s just a horrible person through and through. Aerock is responsible for murder of Klopp’s pregnant omega, but he tried to intimidate him because Aerock was in love with Klopp so he probably felt hurt because the person he loved was going to start a family with someone else.
I feel very sad for Aerock, he’s a character that’s tragically in love with a horrible person and the story doesn’t promote the idea of being able to let go from toxic love. Instead he ends up staying with Klopp in his second life (huge disappointment) instead of moving onto find a new person. He’s a character of tragic circumstance.
On the other hand, Klopp is a bitch. It makes sense why he feels so hurt by the death of his pregnant omega, but what he does doesn’t justify anything. Aerock gets raped multiple time by multiple men and has several miscarriages which subsequently turns his life into a living hell, not being able to see his own children. I think Klopp is a self-conflicted character because he’s in love with Aerock, but at the same time he hates him because of what he did. Either way, Klopp is shitty because of his course of actions.
I fear I have a type and its those
who are clinically insane
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