I HATE HOW MINGYUM IS SO SELF CENTERED JUST BECAUSE HE'S DEPRESSED AND ANXIETY. I HATE THE FACT THAT CHUNSAM FEELS LIKE HE SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN BORN AT ALL BECAUSE HE DID EVERYTHING HE CAN BUT IN THE END MINGYUM ONLY SAW NOTHING. I HATE HOW CHUNSAM CAME TO HATE HIMSELF.
IN SHORT I HATE MINGYUM FOR MAKING CHUNSAM HATE HIMSELF NOT FOR HIS OWN DOINGS BUT BECAUSE OF THE EXISTENCE OF MINGYUM.
"Just" because he has depression and anxiety... alright listen. I'm guessing you either haven't had both of those at the same time, or you haven't had either at all. But together they're awful, especially if you have a history of emotional abuse like Mingyum does. He's depressed, so he can't see his own worth. His anxiety makes him paranoid, so he can't take anybody's word for it either. And he has always, always been abandoned, the first time by a parent, no less, and so to him, abandonment has become the natural (and inevitable) ending of all of his relationships. If you'd been treated since you were a young child like you were so worthless that nobody could be bothered to stick around, do you think you'd be able to grow to love yourself without a hitch, just because you got a new boyfriend/significant other? Yes, it sucks. And as readers/outsiders, we might think MG should just be able to snap out of it. But that's not how it works.
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I wonder if Ranzo's caretaker is lusting for Ikuo or Ranzo...
remember the one time he jerked off after remembering Ranzo's face then Ikuo's flushed and pinned down image? now he's all up after seeing Ikuo and Norihiko but that ofc seems like a natural reactiob but... who does he exactly lust for? sure he wants to take care of Ranzo tho










Ranzo and Ikuro are childs that is made a victim because of fhe greediness of the adult around them. From the very beginning they were deprived of a normal family that there can be.
Ikuro is made to hate Ranzo for being a neglected child by his unstable mother and immoral father.
Ranzo was made into a sex slave by his own father (just how disgusting is that) and was hated by his step-mother for shit reasons that can not even be associated to him. It is the father's fault for looking his ex-wife in his son and causing his nee wife to be unstable and being jealous beyond rationality towards Ranzo. Like fudge, instead of being a crazy woman, help the child instead to be freed from all those madness! but then the nature of the family they belong to is also a root of the problem. They are from the rich and influential family where envy, betrayal, greed etc is as good as their future (well in this kind of setting as always).
And lastly, Norihiko may also be a victim of the vicious effect of that family. He may be made to be twisted with all his ambitions, envy, failure, regrets that is also to be rooted in the yeah family/house again.
Anyway, they have come to be all twisted because of maybe one reason... well who knows hahaha can it be the father wherr as of the moment seems like to be the root of all these? or was the father also a victim of something? too much love turned to obsession to his wife? stress and pressure from the business and keeping the house' influence? well i'll stop now here hahaha
No, it looks like everything was arranged by Norihiko. You didn't read the chapter where it talked about his life and motivations? He likes breaking people down, of course. But the father and mother are to blame for making OTHER people suffer. Norihiko is NOT responsible for that. Thanks.
Ahh yeah... thanks for reminding me about that chapter. totally forgot about that. But never did I mention that Norihiko is to blamed. thanks.
to be blamed*
Oh and lastly, did I just say "norihiko may also be a victim"?