They are like two kids fumbling around in the dark trying to get off.
The M has no idea what his kink is about or his limits. He doesn't even seem to have done much research and find out what he likes or not. It's not just physical pain that gets him off but degradation as well.
The S has no idea what to do but try to address the M's needs but he's in the dark. He even talks about looking things up. He needs to talk to a Dom and get hands on training about boundaries, how to read the M, knowing when not to push even if the M tells you to, and so forth.
They have a verbal agreement but nothing written in a contact and having a name for a safeword isn't really safe. Not to mention the way the M gives the S carte blanche.
But I do like how the S keeps pausing and asking if the M is alright, but he takes it as a cue to escalate and I think that's where the issue is going to come in. Because of M's kink also being degradation this is can turn into an abusive relationship without proper limits set up.
They both don't know their limits and if they continue to push things further it is going to go bad.
But, there also seems to be a love story here so I have a bit of faith they can overcome this? But they are going to hit turbulent waters soon and hard.
Basically what I said, weird no one found you annoying : ////
But glad I'm not the only one seeing things this way, thanks for adding your comment!
With healthy bdsm play, a lot of communication is needed but the problem with the two is that: they just recently met up again after high school. They haven't even delved into friendship, and they just went ahead and "tried things out" with sex. This will obviously progress to a worse situation but I want to see how the artist will handle it by inserting "love" into the mix.
Anyone else shocked that the Master KNEW he didn't have a slave but a Prince in his custody? How long has he known Kasan was a Prince? From the very beginning? Then what was he planning to do with Kasan if the First Prince didn't get away?
He sent his people to kill them, but he wanted them ALL to die. Then he finds Kasan and his cover was as a slave to the royal family. And the Master treated him as such and beat the hell out of him and so forth. Then he starts to be nice, then it turns out there was survivor. I thought it was referring to Kasan (since we know he's a Prince) but I thought the Master didn't know. I thought the Master was still under the impression that Kasan was a slave. Instead he knew all along that Kasan was a Prince of the family he hated.
At least, that's what it looked like to me.
I re-read the story.
In chapter 1 we are told that Lord Igen requested at least 1 Azkun person be alive. We are told that Lord Igen had a feud with the Azkuns from 10 years back and that they were executed yesterday. There was 2 survivors but the woman resisted so they killed her. Kasan is referred to as the Azkun slave. And Azkun could refer to the family itself or the entire household (like I thought it did).
At the end of chapter 1 it has been 2 months since then. There is an assassin who is caught in chapter 2 who says that their young master lived. Igen asks if there was another survivor other than the slave that they took. Later on he refers to the other survivor as 'the seed of the Azkun family' as if he is only one of the family alive. Then his thoughts center on how he will use Kasan as bait.
So yeah, from re-reading it is clear that Kasan is the younger son of the family and Igen knows that. But it wasn't when I first read it because it always seemed to me, that Kasan was alive because he servant of the Azkun family. Because I thought they were referring to the household not the family. Even in chapter 3 the servant says that everybody in the Azkun family was killed, except the eldest son. Then Igen says now there is two people who have that dirty blood that have survived. Then Igen's thoughts say that Kasan is the younger brother.
Okay.
You have a BIG inferiority complex to your cousin. But how do you plan on taking Toono when you just said you aren't interested in him?
but toono is pretty innocent and trusting so i think its good
Somehow I feel sad and pity...towards yaachan.
He just couldn't "move" forward and be truly him.
It's so important to teach kids at a young age that they are individually unique and different from other kids...
And be more open to what they feel...
Idk ... I wish Toono would still like yaachan or maybe even love him and his true self.
Toono be more skin-deep okay? You're involved in this...and you play a big part.











The thing about this is that he acknowledges he was a horrible person. He acknowledges it and tries to not be in a relationship again because of it.
He still needs help. But he's learned to talk about things instead of bottling them up. He doesn't want to mess up this relationship either.
I know people on both sides of DV. The abuser got help. Started talking about his issues, his anger, regularly has marriage counseling with his pastor. He treats it like an alcoholic as something he has to always manage. She also got help for her anger issues too. The relationship is strong now and they love each other deeply. They also have kids now.
So reform for abusers does happen. But you have to treat it like an addiction and find ways to live with the anger and sometimes just walking out of a room angry is what needs to happen for them to calm down.
I think Ken should be able to find happiness too which is why I like this story.