akuma_river February 3, 2016 9:18 am

The thing about this is that he acknowledges he was a horrible person. He acknowledges it and tries to not be in a relationship again because of it.

He still needs help. But he's learned to talk about things instead of bottling them up. He doesn't want to mess up this relationship either.

I know people on both sides of DV. The abuser got help. Started talking about his issues, his anger, regularly has marriage counseling with his pastor. He treats it like an alcoholic as something he has to always manage. She also got help for her anger issues too. The relationship is strong now and they love each other deeply. They also have kids now.

So reform for abusers does happen. But you have to treat it like an addiction and find ways to live with the anger and sometimes just walking out of a room angry is what needs to happen for them to calm down.

I think Ken should be able to find happiness too which is why I like this story.

akuma_river February 3, 2016 4:35 am

They are like two kids fumbling around in the dark trying to get off.

The M has no idea what his kink is about or his limits. He doesn't even seem to have done much research and find out what he likes or not. It's not just physical pain that gets him off but degradation as well.

The S has no idea what to do but try to address the M's needs but he's in the dark. He even talks about looking things up. He needs to talk to a Dom and get hands on training about boundaries, how to read the M, knowing when not to push even if the M tells you to, and so forth.

They have a verbal agreement but nothing written in a contact and having a name for a safeword isn't really safe. Not to mention the way the M gives the S carte blanche.

But I do like how the S keeps pausing and asking if the M is alright, but he takes it as a cue to escalate and I think that's where the issue is going to come in. Because of M's kink also being degradation this is can turn into an abusive relationship without proper limits set up.

They both don't know their limits and if they continue to push things further it is going to go bad.

But, there also seems to be a love story here so I have a bit of faith they can overcome this? But they are going to hit turbulent waters soon and hard.

    Lady P0ny February 3, 2016 6:44 am

    amen!

    Anon February 3, 2016 1:43 pm

    Basically what I said, weird no one found you annoying : ////

    But glad I'm not the only one seeing things this way, thanks for adding your comment!

    Risa95 February 3, 2016 1:45 pm

    With healthy bdsm play, a lot of communication is needed but the problem with the two is that: they just recently met up again after high school. They haven't even delved into friendship, and they just went ahead and "tried things out" with sex. This will obviously progress to a worse situation but I want to see how the artist will handle it by inserting "love" into the mix.

akuma_river February 2, 2016 11:50 am

Anyone else shocked that the Master KNEW he didn't have a slave but a Prince in his custody? How long has he known Kasan was a Prince? From the very beginning? Then what was he planning to do with Kasan if the First Prince didn't get away?

    querubehime February 2, 2016 4:01 pm

    He knew he was a prince from the beginning, he was the one who sent people to kill them.

    akuma_river February 2, 2016 11:46 pm
    He knew he was a prince from the beginning, he was the one who sent people to kill them. querubehime

    He sent his people to kill them, but he wanted them ALL to die. Then he finds Kasan and his cover was as a slave to the royal family. And the Master treated him as such and beat the hell out of him and so forth. Then he starts to be nice, then it turns out there was survivor. I thought it was referring to Kasan (since we know he's a Prince) but I thought the Master didn't know. I thought the Master was still under the impression that Kasan was a slave. Instead he knew all along that Kasan was a Prince of the family he hated.

    At least, that's what it looked like to me.

    querubehime February 3, 2016 5:38 pm
    He sent his people to kill them, but he wanted them ALL to die. Then he finds Kasan and his cover was as a slave to the royal family. And the Master treated him as such and beat the hell out of him and so forth... akuma_river

    He knew it all along, that's why everybody says not to let Kasan know that the master was the one who killed his people and family. The master just have always wanted to humiliate Kasan as one of the same blood he hates. He thought Kasan was the only one who survived until things happened...

    akuma_river February 6, 2016 1:36 am
    He knew it all along, that's why everybody says not to let Kasan know that the master was the one who killed his people and family. The master just have always wanted to humiliate Kasan as one of the same blood... querubehime

    I re-read the story.

    In chapter 1 we are told that Lord Igen requested at least 1 Azkun person be alive. We are told that Lord Igen had a feud with the Azkuns from 10 years back and that they were executed yesterday. There was 2 survivors but the woman resisted so they killed her. Kasan is referred to as the Azkun slave. And Azkun could refer to the family itself or the entire household (like I thought it did).

    At the end of chapter 1 it has been 2 months since then. There is an assassin who is caught in chapter 2 who says that their young master lived. Igen asks if there was another survivor other than the slave that they took. Later on he refers to the other survivor as 'the seed of the Azkun family' as if he is only one of the family alive. Then his thoughts center on how he will use Kasan as bait.

    So yeah, from re-reading it is clear that Kasan is the younger son of the family and Igen knows that. But it wasn't when I first read it because it always seemed to me, that Kasan was alive because he servant of the Azkun family. Because I thought they were referring to the household not the family. Even in chapter 3 the servant says that everybody in the Azkun family was killed, except the eldest son. Then Igen says now there is two people who have that dirty blood that have survived. Then Igen's thoughts say that Kasan is the younger brother.

akuma_river February 2, 2016 10:31 am

Okay.

You have a BIG inferiority complex to your cousin. But how do you plan on taking Toono when you just said you aren't interested in him?

    tpg February 2, 2016 10:36 am

    but toono is pretty innocent and trusting so i think its good

    Boba February 2, 2016 11:21 am

    Somehow I feel sad and pity...towards yaachan.
    He just couldn't "move" forward and be truly him.
    It's so important to teach kids at a young age that they are individually unique and different from other kids...
    And be more open to what they feel...
    Idk ... I wish Toono would still like yaachan or maybe even love him and his true self.
    Toono be more skin-deep okay? You're involved in this...and you play a big part.

akuma_river February 2, 2016 10:14 am

Even if he does look like the dog...he still kissed him full on the lips with possibly tongue.

What kind of love did he have for that dog? lol.

    :3 February 2, 2016 3:16 pm

    A lot of people do that though. (But no tongue..probably. (●-◡-●))

akuma_river January 28, 2016 2:08 pm

Holy shit, this is good.

But that very first prologue chapter is making me question things. We had those 3 kids, what happened to the other 2 when 1 turned out to be Min?

What/Who caused the fire? Was he really the only survivor? Why?

    Miwa February 25, 2016 10:02 am

    Well the second kid showed up in the last chapter. I'm guessing he's going to be a major antagonist.

    akuma_river February 26, 2016 7:14 am
    Well the second kid showed up in the last chapter. I'm guessing he's going to be a major antagonist. Miwa

    Yeah, I'm picking that up too. You think the girl (3rd kid) is dead?

    Miwa February 27, 2016 2:20 am
    Yeah, I'm picking that up too. You think the girl (3rd kid) is dead? akuma_river

    That would be the predictable plot choice, but maybe she isn't. Guess we'll have to wait and see :)

    Iluvmilfss July 7, 2021 8:24 am
    Well the second kid showed up in the last chapter. I'm guessing he's going to be a major antagonist. Miwa

    white boy hair? does he actually show up i just started reading i’m on the 2 prologue chapter it’s very interesting just my likings.Also it says completed here but is the story actually? if it’s not send me link so i can continue it

akuma_river January 28, 2016 12:28 pm

WTF?!

I was digging it until chapter 32 then it went waaaay weird.

akuma_river January 28, 2016 6:22 am

Question. What is this series about? A video game dj?

    nekonekota January 31, 2016 10:55 am

    it's a dj for online game called Touken Ranbu

akuma_river January 23, 2016 7:48 am

Karma is a bitch, three times over for these scientists.

LMAO!

akuma_river January 20, 2016 8:29 am

I'm glad Jin stopped shedding he kept getting taller.

I'm also glad we got to see them again in the final chapter. So cute.

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