
79.5 creator’s notes:
“-ryang will be viciously obsessive + abusive toward Yeonjo, committing "untold brutalities," which he will come to sorely regret by the time we reach Act 3.
(No, "regret" won't even begin to cover it.
He will want to gouge his heart out and eat it in penitence...!)“
I CANNOT PUT INTO WORDS JUST HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THIS. I LOVE DEBILITATING AND ALL CONSUMING REGRETლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Keane pissing me off. saving grace is Onyx always being valid and understandable with everything he does(≧∀≦)

to be fair they both haven’t been communicating. onyx left for his own personal growth and that’s good on him, but that also affected keane, and we can’t forget about how he lied about kai being his boyfriend just to avoid keane. all that aside, at the end of the day they’re both close childhood friends and they clearly love each other. the two of them are just stubborn and awkward to talk about what happened between the two of them thus making this harder than it needs to be. and also, if you’re talking about the emotional turmoil for onyx, didn’t keane reassure him in the past that he love him and not lynx? correct me if I’m wrong.
this is such a sticky situation. I think Garam was not ready for this relationship and needs to communicate more.
But in Garam’s point of view, Jaehyuk was straight a few or so months ago + was even trying to sleep around with women like a month ago (with the only thing that had stopped him being that he couldn’t get it up, which wasn’t even a conscious choice, meaning he would have one through with it if he could get it up)
It’s pretty obvious (at least to the readers) that Garam’s ex was a self proclaimed “straight guy” who left him high and dry
Don’t get me wrong, Jaehyuk is completely valid to feel the way he feels at the given moment. But this doesnt make Garam simply an asshole, how he’s feeling is DEFINITELY valid too.
It’s hard to believe someone has done a complete 180 turn from a homophobic fuck boy to a faithful loving gay boyfriend ESPECIALLY when in Garam’s life time, him and many gay people around him have been fucked over by “straight” guys who fool around with other guys.
ending note: COMMUNICATION IS KEY. Garam needs to be more open and Jaehyuk needs to start asking the right questions