
guys.... i dont really like hyesung :(..... dojin and his beta friend really seem more capable of raising the baby together. I was sort of mad at dojin's beta friend when he said dojin and byul would be better off without hyesung, but damn, i totally get where he is coming from now. Not saying they should be in a relationship, but they can just raise the baby together like they are right now. I'm just really sad thinking that hyesung would leave again when byul is older and then byul would be traumatized having a parent that leaves and has sex with other people when he get a little frustrated or sad.......

NOOO LU XUAN!! JINHA IS JUST MESSING WITH YOU DD: HE'S JUST FUCKING WITH YOUR FEELINGS! RUN AWAY OR YOU'LL GET HURT!!!

bro ikr!!! and it disgusts me how many people reading this literally has no heart for lu xuan D: lu xuan isn't just a villan, he's such a complex character, he's honestly more interesting than jinha, like yeah he's fucked up cause of how he was raised, but he still has feelings, and he tried so hard to make siwon and jinha like him, but nobody seems to like him, i just wanna give him a big ol' hug D: like it's the worst to feel like nobody likes you and to feel like it's just you against the world :((((

lol this manga was taking too long to update and I hate cliffhangers so I decided to wait till a majority of the manga was done so I can binge read......HOW DID IT GET TO 115 CHAPTERS?!?!?!? XD I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE DONE IN LIKE 40 CHAPS AT THE MOST!! goddammit, guess I have the rest of my weekend planned.

Okay sooooooo episode 123- yujaun and aoyoe have sex first time in the hotel (surprisingly they showed a LITTLE more than I thought they would.) after that we have a mixture of feilyn sleeping with micheal while fei is drunk, we see how they met when Michael was a kid, how he fell in love even as a child. We see yuan get a really good acting role, but NOW fucking shit went DOWN! Remember their competitor band? Well they took a pic of yu and aoyoe kissing and embracing then fucking ay got scared and wouldn’t even tell yujuan he loved him or anything and was an ass leaving for his role that he’s at now. THEN since it was all over the media when yujuan visited home his dad beat the SHIT out of him. And it’s been like a month and aoyoe is still on shooting site but won’t pick up yujuan’s calls! (He is starting to go a little cra cra in the wilderness though) he named this little animal yujuan and is talking to it. Yujuan is healed and acting in a film about war with a guy named “blaze” who SEEMS (I think it’s a trick) to have the hots for him and aoyoe does see a picture on social media of him stroking yujuans face. He gets pissed but in this last chapter he stares at yujuan in the pic and jerks off
ugh, finally.