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I don’t think I’ve ever loved an omega verse couple more than this one.
The omega is sooo fucking good (played up as a “badass” but still willingly docile AT HIS TERMS) and the alpha is such a green flag.

Not a shit bout the omega or alpha past (no sa, no slutshaming, no traumatic backstory) and it focuses on the present with the best relationship progression I’ve seen.

I really loved this story - but before I begin on the good let me just get a personal gripe outta the way.

I feel like Japanese omega verse cannot leave the omegas alone without SOME sort of trauma - idk how many omega verse ive read where they HAFTA have a traumatic, sad past. Like LEAVE EM ALONE??? Why r all ppl in omegaverse so vile.

Anyway, I really fuckikg liked this story. Honestly it suprised me that it was one that treated the traumas seriously and I like how it ripples in the rest of the story. There r some things that could’ve been done better (cough cough brother) but like it wasn’t bad.

I get why he forgave the brother but I didn’t like it. Added to the weird little gripe he has with the alpha - it could’ve been taken as a sibling-dislike if he idk hadn’t attempted to SA his own older brother? So it just comes off as jealousy (it seems misplaced as well, envious instead but it’s still WEIRD)
I wanna say the reason he forgave him so easily was because it doesn’t SEEM like there was any penetration, but that doesn’t mean he didn’t almost assault him?
Like there’s no denying that he almost got assaulted in the gang setting so why is it denied here??? Ugh the only gripe really.

Anwyay, Everything that the omega does is explicable to what happened to him and his deep rooted insecurity. It’s enough to the point where you can’t even really be “mad” even if his actions are unreasonable.
Same thing with the alpha - you just gotta remember they are YOUNG. So their actions make sense and they’re learning as they go.
They’re genuinely a good couple as they grow you can see the way they learn how to maneuver around the complexities of a relationship firsthand and they’re so cute.

Ten bucks says that if the black haired guy would’ve fucked the brown haired guy and “cheated” back THEN the white haired guy would’ve had an issue with the cheating even tho he was chronic cheater.

I kinda went into this one expecting anger to flare, but I was so expecting it I can’t even really be mad?

The white haired guy is obviously a scumbag, the black haired guy is a sad, pathetic, tied-down-by-past boyfriend, stuck in a perpetually toxic relationship and the brown haired guy is just a dick too.

How I just wish that threesome hadn’t had been focused on the bottom and the brown haired and black haired guy fucked on each other.

I think this is one story I won’t read unless I know down to the T whats happened to the characters before so if someone can - pls warn me.
I know there’s like everything under the book here, but can someone tell me what happened to who?

Gorgeous art, short and cute story, no heavy hassle that drags on even in short stories - definitely worth the read.

I am a tiny bit bothered that he never asked about the marks nor did they expand on it - ur kinda left inferring about it. It’s not really relevant to the story at all so it makes sense it wasn’t expanded, but godddd that just isn’t sexy to me (the marks already on him).

I cannot express how much your blood pressure will rise.
Sincerely, it’s an ok read, but omg will it piss you off. Like you have to be mentally prepared to be mad.

My personal gripe - even in the very end when u assume NOW is the time to not be fucking the 2nd top - becuz the 1st top is WAITING for him - he still goes and does it.
Like there are sooo many instance where you will scream NO NO and yeah. Yeah it’s gonna happen anyway.
Point is - to me the top deserved better but here we are

I think this story has some problematic things, but overall it was really good. I wanna say if ur not into pushy tops or stupid bottoms don’t read it.

To delve further into it -

The first couple I did like, but my god was the bottom tiring in some points. It’s like I kept screaming at my phone, DONT SLEEP WITH HIM! DONT! And he just kept pushing and pushing.
Like it just felt kind of dickish to want to sleep with the top, say yes to his conditions, and the almost IMMEDIATELY try to skirt around them.
Luckily, he didn’t, but his entire thinking process was stressful as fuck to read. I did like them tho, they were pretty entertaining for the first couple.

As for the second couple, the LAST thing I expected was his stalker/almost-rapist to become the bottom of the second portion of this story.
The second top also gave suspect vibes, but he was just a “slut” At worst. He really, really wasn’t a bad guy even if he was pretending with the first bottom.

HOWEVER, I got to say - I also really liked their sorry. It seems like sometimes second couples are a hit or a miss and this was kinda hit.
The fact the bottom was a lil asshole the entire time was entertaining, and seeing him mellow out was nice.
And the top, HE WAS PUSHY and tbh he def forced him a few times. Sometimes it was dubious, but like overall he wasn’t the worst?
As odd as that sounds, Christ…
they’re both toxic but interestingly meshed well.

I had to come back just to give a few extra thoughts to the chapter that pissed everyone off and before.

This isn’t a review now, this is for myself primarily so that I can remember to not reread this if it catches my eye again.

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So before chapter 46, there is no denying that the bottom does not want to admit he loves the top. Yes it’s infuriating but it’s not the worst - it just makes sense for the story. It’s like, you can’t even get mad because he’s doing this completely in denial. It does irk a little when they’re talking bout him being “impotent” in that one chapter becuz he couldn’t get it up until then, and he was fucking the hyung. He almost calls out the tops name, and that makes hyung feel “bad” but not bad enough I guess because then there’s chapter 46 - by then the emotions are more charged there from the couple.

By now, he’s a wreck assuming the worst.
He’s clearly in love with the top and on a mind-bend right now.
He searches for some comforting words/actions from the hyung who’s there to take care of him for the time being, and that’s where the issues take place.

1. He’s in love and yet he sleeps with the hyung - he said he felt shame, but he needed the “warmth” he felt from the top and he searched for it in someone else. KNOWING it was someone else and it dragged him back down even as he called the tops name.
2. Again, what he’s looking for is COMFORT and the hyung is selfish in this case. He uses physical means to comfort him, which in itself is whack but ok that’s what’s worked for the bottom I suppose - UNTIL THE CALL.
The call was where you just have to step back and think really - if he would’ve stopped to answer than that would’ve made a world of a difference, BUT HE DIDNT.
you can’t even say he didn’t know, he just did it on purpose to continue “comforting” the bottom.
Thats where the anger arises, cuz just ONE FUCKING DAY EVEN A FEW HOURS if the bottom had held maybe a tiny bit or the hyung hadn’t had been so bent on sleeping with the bottom, then it wouldn’t have been so fucking infurating.

The worst part is - IT WASNT CHEATING? It’s just really fucking pissing everyone off cuz it felt like it. They don’t discuss it either, there’s really nothing that comes out of it which then brings up the anger again cuz WHAT WAS THE POINT? He should’ve tapped out or some shit and it would’ve had the same fcking effect but whatever.

The smut between the leads was hot afterwards tho and really with the story setting it’s not all too surprising chapter 46 happened tbh. This is why I don’t like reading anything with a mafia/yakuza setting where they’re directly involved like ever.
It’s an excuse for the most vile, messiest plot lines.

This is one of those stories where u kinda just EXPECT the more heavy themes and stuff so u can really mentally prepare for it - which I recommend doing.

Let me just say this story is whack as fuck. I mean a decent read I suppose, it hooks u, but the “dad” and “kiddo” thing is so fucking odd. It’s GOTTA be a fetish thing, like it’s gotta.

There is only so much you can excuse by saying “it’s the setting and plot of the story” it’s just a lil weird.
You gotta read it knowing that.

My god I love this story, it’s so sweet.
I’ve never seen a chasing arc where the bottom is doing the chasing (at least not for an BS reason) and I am obsessed.

It’s not inherently that he did something malicious either, he just hurt the top unintentionally and with full jurisdiction the top cut him off then. But the chase scene that comes out it is so goodddd… another thing, their relationship is so pure.

They’re so good and the get together, to the chasing, to the after - none of it is boring. It’s a pretty mellow story, sure but it’s not boring one bit.

Side tangent ——-
The fact they hold relationships to such high standards is kinda rare in BL. The hatred of casual flings from both of them - wild - and also the both of them just being good boyfriends in general from their past to their present. It’s just crazy to me that they’re not toxic - or not as jaded as other BL couples.

They’re up there with the couple from the third ending honestly in terms of yearning and a cute and docile relationship.