mecchakawaii's Things

WHY DOES THE UPPER PART LOOKS LIKE SKELETON AND THE LOWER PART FAT AND FLABBY UGH EVERYTIME I GET DISGUSTED CUZ WTF IS THAT WEIRD AAA CREATURE I SEE IN THE MIRROR SO BASICALLY I HAVE FLAT CHEST AND DUMMY THICC BOOTY I DK I JUST HATE IT SO MUCH I WORKED SO HARD TO LOSE THE FAT BUT EVERYTIME I LOSE WEIGHT IN THE UPPER PART FACE LOOKS CHUBBY TOOOOO SNIFFS SNIFFS

I'm planning to start living alone within the next five years, but I don’t know where to begin. I need comprehensive, high-level guidance on everything—from managing daily life without dependency and ensuring my personal safety, to handling finances smartly. I’m especially looking for serious, woman-focused advice on how to protect myself and thrive on my own.

I believe in god but question it's existence at the same time I absolutely disgust ppl then again I would be seeking for approval or validation I would say I am not interested in men but if a good looking guy passed by I would be gawking I will say „I'd defo finish this but not do that in the end” I would decide... from tomorrow I would start behaving consistently but everytime I fail....