
This whole story is SO POORLY WRITTEN. He is basically a sex doll that Yule is obsessed. How can someone like being raped EVERY DAY by someone you trusted. He can finally be in a healthy relationship with someone who likes him and this dumbass decides to go back with the person that made him have nightmares every damn night for three years *-* .

Sorry but i strongly disagree. Unlike most yaoi there are understandable character motivations for the main character. MC's motivation for saying all of that stuff to puppy seme (should be obvious who i am talking about) is to get him to give up on chasing him. He clearly likes puppy seme over crazy seme, but doesn't think that he is able to get together with puppy seme due to crazy seme being likely to kill or at least torture (likely both) puppy seme resulting in him being together with crazy seme and the seme that he actually loves dying.
Lets not forget that the whole reason he went with yule after being found was to save puppy seme, and upon meeting puppy seme when leaving he tells him outrageous lies ,like the ones, he did this chapter to make him give up chasing him. The difference being that this time puppy seme sees through mc's motives this time.
anyways I dont think mc is in a healthy state of mind since like half way through the story after all the stuff that he has been through...

I love this manga! Also, I've adopted three animals, I work for an animal sanctuary. I also support my mother struggling with a drug addiction, and I support my friend with an eating disorder. While you sit up all night complaining that I'm worthless to humanity.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/houkago_hachimitsu/nbt/84fa757b36aa5a96/Vol1_Ch4/26/
I don't know the name of the manga, but the artstyle is from Mizuno Minami, the author of Nijiiiro Days, and you can see it right below un the image
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I think it’s from Koi wo Shiranai Bokutachi wa