
imma just gonna complain here before reading again, UGH THIS SHT STRESSES ME OUT ASDGFGHJKL. I MEAN I GET IT! WE'RE A DIE HARD FAN FUJOSHI, OR WHATEVER BUT!! BUT!! THAT AIN'T GIVE U DA RIGHT 'TA INVALIDATE YOUR PRECIOUS PERSON'S FEELINGS NOR NEGLECT HIM!! AND U THERE STOP SPOILING HER GODDAMIT AND WHAT THE HELL'S THAT UNSIGHTLY UNGODLY BEING THAT MOST TOXIC BL ROUTE OFTEN GOES AM I READING?! UGH BEEN SO LONG SINCE I FEEL TOOOTALLYYY STRESSED OUT AND I DON'T MEAN FROM READING TOXIC BL! wooh ok let's get a go then I'mma not just re-read again for my sanity's sake. The anime is better
To be honest I like geon's character the most. It reminds me when I faced rejection or a certain situation I have no control of—wishing to keep myself a cool head—, I just felt the pain way too much it's unbearable, he's been rejected way too many times but still tries, he just downgrade himself so much. As for the other one I felt like he's apart of me too, my irrational side. It's a carrot and stick.
UGH SERIOUSLY MY PATERNAL INSTINCT KICK IN TO PROTECT HIM AT ALL COST FROM READING TOO MUCH BL LIKE THE SITUATION HE'S IN WITH HYEONDAL BCOZ I KNOW WHAT'S YET TO COME