
It's entitled "They Both Die At the End" by Adam Silvera, title pretty much sums it up and the 2 bois fall in love too but in this book they had 1 day to live so FUK hahaha they deal with their monsters, past, family, friends, mortality and what their gonna leave/do on their last days on earth. Love it but also made me sweat some tears HUE, but beautiful, I recommend ya'll check it out if you're interested.
also sorry, my comment sounds like I'm promoting something haha but I just really love it. It made me "move or progress" my current state in lyf YEEETTT GAHAGAAG :3

"To not feel sad even though the one you were with has died. . I'm sure. . That's the saddest thing of all"
*Christoph shows up*
me: FUK DIG UR GRAVES FEELS, we gonna die tonight.
"I want you to stay happy"
ME: FUK FUK DIG FASTER!!
"DOn'T bE sAD It BReAks mY HEArt "
ME: SHIT probably broke my hart more than kyon's but who knows? ahhah jk
in conclusion: (/TДT)/ and with that this ending will stay with me and as I remember it "from time to time" I cri, move on and repeat. (If you mad eit this far, thanks for reading haha)
He is being pulled in so many directions, gosh just the struggle is real man. being "broke and broken" [as one commentor said] is just a bad place to be in.
[oof a HOmily HAHAHA]
Personally speaking, it was a constant stage of dysfunction and distraction on my part. It was bad, I knew that but I found solace my there, but in the end it just made me feel shittier, hope no one gets to that point in lyf, if you are getting there or already there, I wish you find and be hopeful for the best-est of days and joy :3