
This was such a fucking bittersweet history that just hits down so deep, read it in 2 days and when it ended it I just broke down. I feel so sorry for everyone in this story, such harsh reality it is to live through war and discrimination. Seung Tae just couldn't let himself be who he is in fear of judgment and chose to live the life that was expected of him. In his last moments he lets his thoughts of hatred and deep regret fill him but deep down I know he could spend his last days with his children who forgave him for his actions and truly loved him as their father.
My sweet Hwang Yeon, I know a martyr when I see one, kind and selfless soul. Just couldn't forget his one and only love but at the end could hear the words he so desperately needed. I wished so badly for them to be together for the last stretch of their life so looking back at their past didn't hurt so bad but fate had another opinion. I was so happy to see he was such a loved person and that many people celebrated his life in his funeral, truly an angel.
And lastly for Jihoo, I just wish for him peace of mind, heart and soul. To know that him being a likable and nice person doesn't mean for disaster to follow him, the tragic events that happened weren’t his fault and that deserves the absolute best everywhere he goes. I hope in the future he can come back to meet again with Seung Tae and Hwang Yeon, if at least not the town he can call home but for the people and friends he can call home in their presence.

Ngl I was starting to see her point and tried to sympathize with her suffering but at the same time honestly go fuck yourself, the pain you went through doesn't justify the abuse you cause your child just cause something worded happened to you, the same way you describe your parent is the same way YOUR child is gonna describe you.

Did y'all not realize what he did to his "friend" ? instead of going on ranting about his toxic behavior and wanting to keep him tied down, eunyung just bid him farewell, changed his phone number so he could loose contact with him and any person he no longer wants to associate with and stopped working where he could find him

CHARACTER PROGRESSION!!!
Im ngl i was hoping he would go off on him but i realized that wow he's really grown up and become a better person now. He just changed his mind and rationally decided to cut him off with no conflict so he could go on with his life just like their previous friend did. I think part of what spurred him to just cut him off when he realized that he was regressing back to his former self was his interactions with haejoon, and im so fucking proud of him

I had to turn off the screen for a second there cause man I felt embarrassed too like gaddamn

If anyone's actually curious about it I found this from the NIH, "In male squirting, urine in the bladder gushes out from the external urethral orifice due to strong contraction of the prostate and pelvic striated muscles."
( https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/32743357/#:~:text=Abstract,is%20common%20in%20mass%20media.)

I just wish the very best for those too and hope they can overcome they're hardships and grow into better people because of it. For them to know that they are their own person and even if some of their characteristics match to that of their dead beat father, with the fact of them wanting to be better than them is enough
What the fucking sigma? I'm scared you guys