 
														
										                                        I love that combo softie and caring × smart and cold but acts kind towards some ppl i love poly relationships sm but idk abt dick he does seem to want to fuck everyone
I have a feeling heart would be bottom and a cryer 
I'll forgive the mc for sucking if they top heart and they all fall in love with heart                                    
 
														
										                                        Holy dubious consent both forcing him to submit and white hair guy doxxing him and just forcing him forced marking almost baby trapping the mc
Also how it's drawn like he loves the sex when he was being raped feels just weird
I wanted to read psychological angst or horror just sm with plot but this goes heavy on gooner content                                    
 
														
										                                        They're both crazy it's actually freaking me out, they could've worked but now the mc just seems too pitiful and the mc is not even there he doesn't want to be there.
But the part making me feel bad is just mc like he was doomed the second he was born like give him a break. 
I guess mixed feelings since it's still interesting to read                                    
 
														
										                                        Everyone hating on the ex boyfriend who cheated but Mungjun or something is seriously also getting on my nerves he's the type to have no backbone and easily get seduced while still trying to tell you nothing is going while he clearly likes the other person bro rather see you suffer while another person is flirting with them and make you look crazy for even thinking about it than just break up with you 
That's a trauma i wouldn't want either( ̄へ ̄)                                    

 
		










some pages are missing and the updates but i still wanna read and at least find out why the mc is getting raped and totured like why the hell is this happening it's really why i haven't even dropped this yet
if somoene knows where to read the novel please tell me
SPOILER
well I have already forgotten half of the story but what I can tell for now is that the brown one (forgot his name) used to make fun of the white one and the white one used to also like him idk..but like I think something happened that made the brown one loose his memory so he thought like (the white one) that this is his chance to get revenge on him.
spoilers, if you wanna read it look up ‘empathy’ on lilyofthevalley
when juyeon and jiwook were in high school (iirc) jiwook had a crush on juyeon but was dealing w severe internalized homophobia. jiwook was also just like a really shitty person in general, iirc manipulating/taking advantage of girls too…?
idk the exact circumstances leading up to him doing this, but jiwook arranged a gang rape on juyeon with his friends. they took videos, and then leaked those videos, which i think caused juyeon’s mother to commit suicide…?
sorry, i’m fuzzy on a couple of details, but basically something happened that made jiwook lose all of his memories so he literally has no idea who juyeon is or why he’s doing this.
i was about to say i lost interest in reading when somoene else explained this in less detail but thankkss bcs of u I'm even more interested now (≧∀≦)