Meloria's Topics (16)

However, that doesn't justify what jinsol did to Saegye. Although I kind of pity Jinsol because of his backstory, I still feel anger towards what he did to Saegye

I agree with you! I wasn't trying to justify what Jinsol did, it was still awful and really bad!

But even with that I still believe that he loves Saegye, though seeing what he did, I'm not even sure I want to see Jinsol and Saegye end up together at the end of the story. But at the same time maybe I wouldn't mind.. Yeah I don't know, I'm getting a lot of mixed feeling about all of that.. (￣∇￣")

he doesnt, when he said those words he was in pain. Just like how MC was in pain when he said it to him the first time.

Yes but like I said, I think it's because Jinsol convinced himself that he doesn't like Saegye. I tried to explain my thoughts earlier but I guess I'm bad at explaining. ╥﹏╥

I also used to think he doesn't like Saegye, but after reading the raws it's obvious he does, but tries to convince himself he doesn't in order to achieve his objective.

I mean, if he really is pregnant.. Dunno, don't read the raws.

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So he’s pregnant but he’s 3 weeks a long. It was when he forced himself on dojun during his heat

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/love_is_an_illusion/uu/love_is_an_illusion-chapter-12/8

I knew I'd get this answer. But the thing is that's not something he really wants. It's just his instinct as an omega talking. You can see that in no way he is prepared to actually have a baby.

*gasps* Holy crap thanks for telling me.

Okay. Um. Fargo on her Twitter page, releases two sets of sex scenes between Hyesung and Dojin, which she said, happened inbetween the usual chapters. Maybe you can find those. In both the chapters, Hyesung tells Dojin that he likes sleeping with him, but also acuses him of being a jerk (second scene), and of having too much energy which is hard for Hyesung to handle (first scene). Infact, he even apologises to Dojin for treating him badly (inspite of saving/helping him), and gets angry at him for not calling him after the first time they had sex. (All in his usual fiesty manner). Ofcourse, all this is before he overheard Dojin tell the beta that sleeping with Hyesung is giving him musical inspiration, and which is when he (understandably) begins to hate Dojin.

Actually, Fargo regularly releases cute and sweet posts about Hyesung's and Dojin's live, which is why I never felt much bothered about the "rape" scenes cause 1. They were incomplete 2. They were more contextual than people who didn't read the additional posts understood.

I think other comics convey the whole "Alpha loss of control" from the omega perspective a bit better. ie There are clear boundaries between rape, and a relationship that is free from abuse. There was one where one omega said to another 'Are you looking to be raped" because they did not take their suppressants, they also have to constantly take things like birth control tablets as a safeguard as rarely do alphas wear protection. So yes, it shows that in omegaverse reality, rape is "normalised" a in omegas expect and fear it, but it is always defined as being rape. The problem with this comic is that the omega character is meant to expect being raped by the person he eventually falls in love with, rather than there being a clearer boundary between a loving partner, and just another animalistic raping Alpha.

(Sorry that was a bit of a ramble)

I think it's kinda sexist is you dont let him decide what he wants and doesn't want, and when he says something, does he mean it or not. Otherwise, you're also treating him like some damsel in distress who doesn't know what's good for him/her.

Oh, sorry if that's how I made it sound but that's not what I am trying to do at all. What I said was not because I decided what he wants/doesn't want, but just a mere interpretation of what I read. To me, it feels like he doesn't want a baby buuuut maybe I misinterpreted the whole thing, who knows?
However, I didn't know the existence of those comics on Fargo's Tweeter so thank you a lot for telling be about those.

NP. I would give you the link to the guy who posts the English translation of extras that Fargo posts, but he's specifically warned us not to publicise his posts. But I know Serendipity worked on it with him, so maybe you could ask her, and she'd be able to send it to you. Most of it is really sweet and funny. Also the sex scenes... There is this one where Dojin asks Hyesung (while inside him) if Hyesung missed him, and Hyesung nods his head yes (but kinda unwillingly, kinda cute how fiesty he is) and Dojin gets all worked up over it. There is also this one where Hyesung is like.... No, I don't like it... wait, I like it... And Dojin's like, well, now don't expect me to apologise after this

This public instagram account has fan translations of the extras, such as the baby Kim-Park ones https://www.instagram.com/kaname_oh/?hl=en

Totally agree with you, it was rape. The author wrote those scenes poorly if they were supposed to have more to them and the only way to get it is her twitter. Hyesung has gotten a horrific hand dealt and I pity him I know all these readers will just swoon over Dojin and completely ignore this though. Don't bring up him 'raping' Dojin, he had no control. Dojin has had control and has been shown to use it abysmally.