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The count's regret of not having enough money to save a loved one..... I am currently experiencing that and I felt the connection. It is so hard being so powerless without money to help, cause you are currently incapable of accomplishing it.. But....
I am also like luci, a bit...
a product of emotional neglect and just being given specific material things by my father, not everything is given (I can test that for some things, he tosses it unto mother) but he makes sure, he gives something... I guess, since he was so poor before that he could not afford any but his attitude takes away all the "generosity acts" he wanted to pull out....
He is strict, violent, egotistical and a narcissist. That every time, he goes home the atmosphere of our house drastically changes.. I really thought this was normal before until I got used of him not being around for so long.. I knew that when he comes home.. Our house becomes a toxic one.. Like, no one wants him home but we still appreciate him living his life..
I lost all of my respect on him when he betrayed us.. And it is more I tolerate him but I can't bring myself to respect him type..
Ps: sorry for being tmi and this became like a reflection in my life
I slightly notice the darker brown hair change of Dongho..
Like the shade of brown is almost close to very dark chocolate or roasted brown..
There is a panel that shows his hair to be so dark that it is close to black..
Ps: I am not a color expert.. So my description might be wrong
I wouldnt know honestly since im currently using an app to dim and darken my screen brightness. But hey you must have really good eyes then.
I think Dongho's complexion also helped me spot it tbh... His pale skin is highlighted with his hair