
He did have a political marriage with her
But as his son had said, he once loved her deeply but his ego is too high to accept that
He felt that his family honor comes first, then he will be happy
While doing that, he lose everything, his wife and his son just for the honor
He is regretting but nothing will change
That woman, whom he said he didn't love, has died and will never comes back
And his son wants to leave him and the family
I REALLY WANT SOMEONE THAT LOVES ME LIKE HOW SASAKI LOVES MIYANO
I WANT TO BE PAMPERED BY MY BELOVED TOO