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ML’s background is a story of survival, he really didn’t have to help the FL at all and he’d finally be free of his “family” and maybe pave a new life for himself. I’ve always been interested in who he really was and how he became her “fiancé” now I genuinely hope for his happiness and that his first romantic relationship with the FL works out well. Also, I’m wondering what number he was given…will she call him that in the future or will he come up with his own name?

I get how marriage may be rushed since she sees him as a friend or like he said a child to be nurtured since she regained memories of her past. But before marriage, even when they leave or go to the academy they could be roommates and stay in the same house splitting living expenses if she’s able to life away from the school, or they could live right next to each other or nearby. They could date with thoughts of engagement or marriage…if all the scenarios don’t change her mind they could still be besties/family. There doesn’t have to be a separation of long lengths of time, it really just takes talking it through. I guess another lens to take into consideration is how abandoned/alone an orphan already feels ML doesn’t want the genuine warmth from FL to vanish. ┗( T﹏T )┛

I’m picking up vibes that the divine/holy side of things is darker the hellish/demon side. I was thinking early on when FL told ML that demons only lie and hurt, it was very one-sided. If ML has demon blood he can decide what kind of person/being he want to be…he could be honest and protect what’s dear. Just like an angelic being could deceive the masses far better since people lower their guard or discriminate based on appearances. I mean the children who tried to kill a child and who were bullies should be punished differently than those who are seeking shelter from being harassed. All of the images show demons being killed by celestial beings, I’m thinking there’s more to the story and there’s more past the surface.

Like I read in other comments all of the versions of the same soul are so different but there is a core that never changes. This has a very coming of age vibe as her worldview broadens. Plus mad respect for Mito having so many survival skills that she had from the farm and that she learned from time traveling.
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I teared up when she told Ikesu “ I don’t care about strength I just want you to live” after hear about how his family was killed in another life like Garhi’s. I started seeing more of the love of small mammals with Erec and tied that to Rui in present time. Oh that’s right the harvest goddess said that they all were tied to her in some way, so she could have been happy I guess with any of the guys interested in her but only one had the depth of soulmate. (▰˘◡˘▰)

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This is mainly a rant I’m very much enjoying the storytelling.
* I know it’s apart of the journey. I’m impatient…Garhi is the origin (first time she began to look past the surface) but I kept thinking:
-Mito he reminds you of Garhi in the way that he rushes in to protect, can’t help but be drawn to you, is thoughtful of your needs
- brings you the only thing you eat and the goddess said “find your soulmate” not Garhi that may mean something else is going on here.
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I’m interested/invested in the personal growth of the FL. I love that the goddess of harvest imparted her with a spiritual journey to find her soulmate. I think the first problem is how she was viewing her perfect guy as, “strong and courageous as these fields.” She was looking purely at the musclely/fit glory on the outside, I get that being built like a Greek god is wonderful, but it doesn’t account for internal strengths, maturity, or what courage really means (being afraid and facing it anyway). (Also sidenote: I liked the guy Rui who responded with “he tends to do that” when being called on during class. Like that easygoing attitude) (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

It’s definitely easy to hate Cliff but I can see the toll the control and love that he has for Lize has on him. First, he’s envious of the sweet moment Killian has with Edith (so natural and intimate) and crushed that he’ll never be enough for her. She’s either stealing both hearts and affections or not happy at all. If she’d stop her tirade she could go toward a path of redemption and give that sad sexy Cliff real love.
Ch 10 shows what the MLs are like regularly but I like how natural it all seems and what a joint date looks like for them. I guess it helps that they’re so close to begin with, I mean I don’t know many besties that have their first time together. They all talk through what they’re going to do, and it’s funny that the FL often talks about showing them grown-up stuff then they expand on it. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄