An ICONIC masterpiece, honestly I don't know how many times my jaw was dropped, agaped, absolutely flabbergasted during this read. This will certainly be one of my timeless favourites added to my collection!!!
It sucks when parents try to make you feel guilty and put the emotional burden on you, especially when you're a child. I had to appease my mother whenever she vented about how hard her life is and how I was useless around her. I had to keep quiet because if I didn't I would have gave in to violent tendencies that I was afraid becoming. I wanted to scream but I could only sit there and listen to her.
Nowadays I don't talk to her at all. Because most of the time we could never have a proper conversation, it'd just lead to me listening to her vent her emotions on me. And I don't think I'll ever talk to her in the future.
I'd never want to put a child through that. I'd never want anyone feel as shitty as I did back then.
But I hope that 'Hikaru' will stop pretending to be Hikaru. I know that Yoshiki will probably be devastated, but he really needs to let Hikaru be grieved. "Hikaru"/Unnuki-sama has to return Hikaru to his grave and be their own person. Or deity? Idk
When eunyung is feeding haejoon as a child because he sees him as someone who believes in him so he can trust and be honest with him like a child, am I overanalyzing probably BUT STILLL MY HEARTTT THESE TWO ARE SO PRECIOUS TO MEEE
BRO TYYY I WAS WONDERING WHAT THAT WAS AB AND WHY HE KEPT FEEDING HIM LOL TYYY
They're just like bounty hunters... Amazing!!