my heart... they care about each other so much, it even shows in earlier times of their relationship... again, i hope they feel safe soon to where they can start actually seeing that these feelings arent made up just because of their past and involvements in these areas of crime.
tfw you catch you homies acting homo in the rivers and you wanna do that too but like,,, o o f
truely hope he learnt what he did was fucked and the best he can do is to support the uke's choices and actions
was honestly not expecting fuji to date the guy who literally destroyed his friend's things?? i was honestly hoping for him to date the other friend bc they seemed like a funny and cute duo but skksks, i guess this is fine. but the uke recovered wAY too fast from that rape scene, like?? that shit traumatising, especially when he used his actions against him for justifying the rape like, bro, i would literally just lock myself up in my room and cry for literally 8 months
HOW HE SEES THEM VS HOW EVERYONE SEES THEM IS SO FUCKING FUNNY I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SKSKSKSKSK i wonder if the two friends can sense that they're dating or if they really dont know or know but keeps quiet about it and supports them in silence
I'm sure most in their inner circles know.
"arent u being childish rn?" and then gets fucking sad when he's angry. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?? ALSO YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WANTED TO GO BACK TO THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE I?? SO WHY WOULD YOU BE SO FUCKING UPSET IF HE GETS MAD AT YOU FOR NOT EVEN SPENDING ANY TIME WITH HIM AND BREAKING A BUNCH OF PROMISES IM,,, YOU SHOULDVE RAN AFTER HIM IF YOU REALLY FUCKING CARED BC BITCH??? FUCK YOUR FRIEND??? HIS OTHER HAND IS LITERALLY FREE???? SO HE CAN WRAP THE BANDAGES HIMSELF??? SURE IT'LL TAKE LONGER BUT???? HE'LL STILL GET IT DONE AND HIS FAMILY PROBABLY GONNA TAKE CARE OF IT WHEN HE GOES HOME?????
AND THE FUCKING TOP NEEDS TO STEP THE FUCK UP AND COMFORT OUR LIL BITCH A LITTLE BIT INSTEAD OF OBEYING THAT GODDAMN ASSHOLE CAUSE NOW YOU LITERALLY HAVE NO REASON TO STILL BE WITH HIM AND YOU STILL HURT HIM IM ALSO IM SO MAD THAT HE WANTED TO IGNORE HIM FOR LONGER LIKE!!!!! GODDAMN ASSHOLE, I'VE BEEN IN RELATIONSHIPS LIKE THAT AND IT ANNOYS THE HELL OUT OF ME WHEN THEY THINK IT'S ALL LOVEY DOVEY WHEN THEY'RE MAKING YOU SO EMOTIONALLY DRAINED JUST BC YOU THOUGHT THEY WERE STILL ACTUALLY UPSET WITH YOU
WHAT THE FUCK, YALL HAVENT EVEN TALKED YET BUT YET YOU GUYS THINK YOU KNOW WHAT'S BEST FOR EACH OTHER LIKE BOI IM SO DONE. IM ALSO SO DONE WITH OUR "CHILDHOOD FRIEND" BC FUCK HIM. THEY BOTH ALREADY STRUGGLE ENOUGH ON THEIR OWN AND THIS BITCH HAS TO JUST GODDAMN GO IN JUST SO THE BOTTOM CAN SEE THAT HIS BF IS LIKE 100X LESS FUCKED AND PUSH THE DUDE AWAY AND REJECT HIM AND TRY TO WIN BACK THE TOP WHILE THE TOP IS STILL THINKING ABOUT HIS BACKSTORY AND IS SCARED OF HURTING HIM AND IT'S GONNA TAKE LIKE 40 MORE CHAPTERS---
like im so fucking sorry but this goddamn relationship is fucked, their actions are fucked, their mindsets are fucked and i just... I'D RATHER THE COMPLICATION BE A GODDAMN MISUNDERSTANDING OR MISCOMMUNICATION INSTEAD OF A LOVE TRIANGLE, A FRUSTRATING CHARACTER AND BOTH MISCOMMUNICATION AND MISUNDERSTANDINGS
their every action tells me that they both deeply care for each other so much but is also holding back due to their past, the people they associate with, their situation etc. i just hope that in the future they'll be safe enough to the point where they can let loose and actually forget the main reason why they were in korea and start to actually live life little by little more freely. i love all of them so much and just, my heart was thumping from the surprises, dialogues, art and suspense it's insane! as an artist and a person who has basically given up on character storytelling, i am so impressed with everything they have shown up to this point and hopefully will be in the future as well. i just want all my boys to be happy with whereever they end up in the future after these backstory pages
I THOUGHT HE TIAN WAS GONNA JUST DO THAT NARUTO STICKING FINGER UP ASS THING TO LIL MO IM GONNA KMS IM YELLING
THE DOGGOS IM CRYING THIS IS SO CUTE AND FUNNY I LOVE IT SKSKSKSK
KSKSKSKSKS THY CAT DUDE YOUTUBER (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ or is it just me
i wanted to see what was going on bc people were saying its nearly the end and honestly it shocks me how each chapter gives me more and more anxiety due to how crazy and literally insane everyone is. i got actual chills and started crying a bit when sangwoo was just saying his own name and laughing while he's literally getting burnt to death. that just... wow... i'm in shock.