Doyun's brother is the only character I care about┗( T﹏T )┛
I need to see more of him and the doc man, fuck this redhead twink lover and Doyun being irresponsible yet again because he is a stubborn little shit-
Give me a soft alpha who wants to be loved, cherished and accepted.
I actually enjoy sturbborness, I'm stubborn myself but I like it when it yields good results and it's backed up by logic lol, if a character has values that they want to protect and seek out, I think stubbornness can even become something inspiring, it becomes determination, but in the case of Doyun it's become tiring because he's, at the end of the day, just being inconsiderate to the person that he chose to be commited to and to his family. He's very childish, he seems to very shielded by his siblings and that probably caused him to also not face consequences at times so I think it comes from that.
It's just not my favorite dynamic when it comes to romantic stories lol, irresponsibility in that scenario makes me anxious lol especially with the unprotected sex + him not even showing himself capable of taking care of himself... just yikes, ya know?
Alright so i've been reading yaoi for like 10 years now, no joke, and I'm not the kind that gets attached to the characters most of the time, I usually just read it for the plot and whatever happens, be it tragedy or smut, or romance, it's all good with me as long as it is well written-
But every once in a while, in the rarest of occasions I actually like the characters-
AND THEN IT FEELS WRONG FOR ME TO READ THE SEX SCENES BRO. Well "wrong" isn't really the word, but my brain is like... "their relationship is so cool, the characters are very well designed and really likeable... you're prohibited from thinking that this is hot :)" I can't think that it's hot if I get attached to the characters...
Is anyone else like that?
Why do villains in stories not bother me?
I couldn't possibly be less affected by the girls being petty and spoiled and making up all that stuff. (Especially with the nature of their actions and how half assed their sabotages are... they ain't even trying)
I'm just too used to reading fiction so I've become numb to conflicts that are made to highlight the qualities of the good characters... like "Yeah, be evil. Oh no, you failed and they're suceeding? Wow so surprising, definitely didn't expect that..." The pink haired girl already got taken out of the narrative and she was a snob for 2 seconds lmao.
Why make a threesome fanservice scene if you're gonna make one of the characters uncomfortable lmao?
This whole thing about making Hojun come out of his comfort zone in bed in this manhwa has been pretty weird to me, he looks lost most of the time, personally that doesn't really translate to sexy-
I adore poly couples and even though I've been spoiled to hell and back that this is a dream, I just think this fanservice scene could've been different considering that these extras aren't necessarily following a time line or that fanservices in general can be completely separate from the plot of the story. Meh idk Hojun seems lost and so am I.
Let's just say that even tho the art is gorgeous and the characters are likeable this story is not one of my favorites.










With the ammount of rotten, nasty, putrid BL I read, this slow burn and cute blushing over bumping into each other is truly healing lmao.
PERIODTTTT it cleanses my soul hahahha