
i kinda despise chinese to english translations bc they always end up sounding so off … Regardless, from what i pieced together here, i enjoyed the story. i was actually a little surprised to hear Qi BoYan has schizophrenia, but in hindsight it was foreshadowed sm. i’m usually good at picking that up, but i think the translations were throwing me off. i’m glad they ended up actually happy together and the idiocy went out the window with fuckass Fang whatever and Ren Ran. I still kinda don’t understand what Qi BoYan and Ren Ran were talking about on that phone call, but my head hurts…. Can’t think… just spent two hours reading this for no reason… I’m SAD i didn’t see any cawk or balls. so sad. But …yah… Man chinese artists are so talented at making gorgeous men. Qi BoYan is…. yah… very pretty. i love to see a gorgeous top that’s secretly evil… (in the bedroom, i mean). give me one chapter of the assistants fucking though, cause i know they did… behind the scenes.

i hesitantly rated it 5 stars bc it was… cute. There’s a lot of weird stuff happening (such as never-ending miscommunication and misunderstandings), but the couple was 0% toxic and i love that!!! a huge difference from the author’s current manhwa… lord. anyway seonghoon is sexy as fuck i love his thick ass eyebrows…. i think i just love big eyebrows as a fellow big eyebrow-haver. I think this author simply has pacing issues. 41 chapters of build up build up build up to what? Kind of nothing? Them fucking (kinda)? Plus, what exactly got resolved with Hoin??? I get it. The dude was clearly in love with Seoyoo. Seoyoo is one of the densest mfs ever. I think he’s just too traumatized by all of his shitty exes to realize any positive energy going towards him. But good god was it baffling to read OBVIOUS signs pointing to ppl being in love with him. Not only that, but not being able to figure out that he’d been in love with Seonghoon for quite a while… Man. His exes fucked him up bad. Honestly, he reminds me of my mom. LMAO. She met my shitty dad, spent like 13 years with him, had a miscarriage, then had me the year after. Divorced when i was 9. Thank fuck. He really fucked her up bad. Me too, unfortunately. ANYWAY. No more info dumping from me. I think they’re similar in a lot of ways and i find him to be a very sympathetic, strong, and cute character. He really is strong as fuck. To go through so much bullshit and come out of it fairly normal? that’s honestly one of the better aspects of this manhwa. He’s like a real person. He’s dense as shit, emotionally strong, but a broken person on the inside. And his emotional recovery with the only person that’s treated him so well? Gotta love that for him.

i read the whole thing. i recall reading sadistic beauty many years ago. I had to have been a junior in high school so my memory is really hazy about it now. I always wanted a side story with these two. But… yeah, this is not what i wanted. Ending was exactly how i expected it to be. Just so garbage. The art is very appealing, but the story feels like it was written by a 12 year old who has never been in a relationship before.
SUCKIN THE CAWK AND BALLS. LETS GO. IM ROOTING FOR YOU FREAKY TONGUE PIERCING GUY (my brain is broken i can’t remember his name rn bc i read through so fast to see the dick and balls…)