
I loved the screaming at each other’s thank you

Yes, well and truly. Doesn't matter that they're still circling each others meaning. All the starting premises were all wrong and they know and still can't let go of them - dragging all the wrongs and scars along the way.
The times were shitty from the ground up, that's why no one took a look at Heiner and went "Officer, this guy right here is mentally unstable" no they went "I don't care, who's mentally stable anyway in this bloody revolution and aside from his wife he's a great leader (he can't do anything else, anyway)"
Her struggle to break free drags him along like a bear trap clamped around her leg; he'll have to acknowledge sooner or later that he has to reconcile all the pedestals he put her on, idolizing either her grace or her villany, never able to look at the woman who's just a woman.
And she's (awkwardly! clumsily!) trying to rebuild herself while looking at ALL of her failures and mistakes and moral failings.
If she's not his saint, she can't absolve him of his sins. If she can't absolve him of his sins, she gotta take responsibility for them because HE CANNOT BEAR TO LOOK AT his past; and he doesn't want to share it, just have her understand and see (which houdini-trick is this?)
Idk if I’m following along correctly or not but I have a question if she’s gonna kill the goddess and save everyone and go back to her timeline won’t everyone be dead already (asius and his family) like she’d be returning to their descendents? Like the only reason asius was alive for +100 years later was because of the pact he made and FL doesn’t exist until +100 years in the future so how are they gonna end up together? Does she abandon her timeline? Merge it…does that make sense? Idk
Iirc, ( i read it long ago on NU spoiler forum, maybe im wrong) but anw, she wouldnt go back to her timeline, she will stay with ML. She altered the past but she put the strings on the future the same (ion know if this makes sense or not but oh well)— andd IIRC i might be wrong once again or maybe i misremember the spoiler— anw she will not grow old nor ML and they will stay alive until the original timeline.
Waiiit…but if you’re right doesn’t that mean that there will be 2 versions of her? The one that’s gonna be born in the future and the one that grew old with asius?
Probly the future her wouldnt be born at all, bc she left with her physical body (+ soul), and not just her soul.