Tbh, i'm having a hard time reading this, like, i'm in the shoe of yunjun; full of what if's, rage and pent-up anger inside.
I understood that Jiho is broken inside but to leave without explanation? That's the most betraying act that you could have done to someone else waiting and hoping to open up.
I guess, what Yunjun wanted this time might be a closure for what happened in the 6 years that Jiho is in England; hanging out with a bastard pedophile loser that preys young men to bed.
It's difficult to be with Jiho atp. I hope that yunjun would heal first and find happiness that he really deserve.
I feel bad for Raonhiljo. He deserves Roja than this bastard Gaon. In the novel, Raon was able to name him before going back to the village on his own accord.
The trauma and remorse became a burden that he has to face for the rest of his life. And the bastard emperor, doesn't want to leave him alone.
Seriously, that red hair guy is from Sesame Shit. Why does he have to mess things between Dae and yoonwon?
They're both doing well. Taking their entrance exams plus, dae is gonna confess with a ring to seal on it.
WTF is this guy doing? Does he like him now? Or just want to torment Won Dae?
He better prepare for the worse since yoonwon would go ape shit for abducting Won dae.
I'm skipping some chapters and honestly, i feel bad for the both of them. Yujun's elder brother wants him to stay away from Jiho since he feel that something is off about him.
Jiho, on the other hand is getting worse. Childhood trauma is the worst experience that anyone has to go through.
I hope that they heal first before coming back on each other's life. It's only going to be a mess if they don't fix the problem.
I had this crazy idea like what if, the older brother of yujun and the guy that Jiho's hanging out can meet?
Who knows what could happen, since yujun and that guy had the same feature. Maybe he can discipline him?
The audacity of the childhood/abuser to say that he was a victim of bullying when infact he orchestrated it from the beginning.
I still don't really get why he has to do that just because he's scared that Won Dae will spill out the truth that he's an orphan and grew up with Won Dae in orphanage.
Not just a bully but a homophobe too. Can i whack him just a mole? He's a terrible liar and disgusting btw.
I think, he wanted Won Dae now. Or maybe he just wanted to show off that he's superior than him and can destroy Won Dae.
I can't stand how he threatened and beat him after Won Dae refused to accept the apology.
The guy is a walking trouble. I'm scared of what the seme might do since he got the upper hand in this situation.







I was listening to Sombr and the lyrics hit hard for this situation. I want to see the yunjun walk away from Jiho.
Like, I need to restore some for myself what i had before I met you.