
Well Jin did prove to him Tehir true nature and his as well. Tehir isn't this great guy like Kimoto is imagining him to be. Tehir is selfish,manipulative,and a narcissist who suffers from superiority complex. It's proven by how much he looks down on Kimoto and is ungrateful towards Kimoto who spent his whole life curing him amd caring from him. Jin also prove Kimoto true nature as well. Kimoto pretends that he is different by acting like he is digusted with others. When in actuality he is just like them but in a different font. He is driven by instinct as well he wants to kill and destroy those he deemed stronger. He wants to breed and be breed. He enjoys the chaos & madness because it feels like freedom. Which is why he wasn't upset and was actually turned on from being rape. Because deep down he doesn't care that he was rape only that the act in itself made he feel good giving him the chance to lean into his primal instinct. He doesn't really care that Tehir got hurt and almost died but he is forcing himself to so that he can say he is different. Kimoto is judgemental,manipulative, possible psychopath who is a hypocrite. That also has the potential to become very powerful.

I'm on chapter 10 and the conversation with Berne friends seem weird does Berne play for the same team? Cause why would his friends be surprised to see him with a woman and him saying this is something he must do vs he wants to do. Then he said him and FL are similar to each other. So I'm assuming both pining for someone they cant have. Is the person Berne wants a man?

Sooooo I can't tell if him in That guy are actually dating or just fuck buddies. Them laying on the couch,tooth brushes which gives to me he practically living there then Them fighting and the room being a mess gave toxic relationship vibes but idk. I still kinda honestly prefer the ML with someone else for now.Because as of now MC self hatred abusive & destructive nature will do nothing but sucked the life outta the ML. Which I'm pretty sure the ML is just gonna accept it & use the excuse of being in love to justify it. It don't sit right in my spirit how the ML is still so devastated over the MC till the point he cant even function and given up on life. He definitely needs to go out and date other people as well and start living once release from the military instead of suffering.

They didn't but they went visit each other's house before no? At the very least I'm pretty sure the lap scene is the ML, I don't exactly sure about the toothbrush but my initial understanding was that the arguing part was with ml bcz he said "how much you put up with me" which he did refer to ml. But the clothing measurements scene was with that older guy tho I think idk it's kinda mixed up

I'm starting to think MC is really mentally ill. Like I wouldn't be surprised if it's revealed that MC isn't really there mentally and having psychotic breaks/episodes which is leading him to hallucinate this whole life. & ML is actually helping him but do to MC mental illness he seems like the villain.&& everyone in the office knows he has a mental illness which is why the keep distance from him. For him to imagine his friend in a flower pot what if the friend been dead for months or yrs and he hasn't accepted it.what if the Mc was the 1 who was bullied during school & killed someone & the ML is the 1 who actually helped him. I can see that as well MC switching their stories around

Idk this kinda made me super sad he had his 1st time with a stranger and didn't even enjoy it and barelyremembered it. He said he his ex boyfriend name and thought about him in that brief moment. From the previous comments I'm guessing the stranger is the girl brother from previous chapters. I just know when the ML finds out he is going to be crushed cause he wanted their 1st time to be special. So MC is still out there pretty much self destructing all tho he is an adult now. I feel like he is to old now to continue down this path. & I feel bad for the ML cause when he does find him he is going to have to deal with it all and honestly the ML seems like to good of a person to have to deal with the BS the MC has. The whole chapter I kept thinking about the ML I secretly hope he moves on but i highly doubt it. Also if this becomes a love triangle I'm dropping it fast
If we being honest the syringe thing actually is something he would do ... I dont know why they author made the character run away just to make him pine over him it defeats the purpose. But it's fiction so I'm not gonna question it longer.