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Womp womp. In other words you feel bad because you like rape and people don't and tried getting the validation to convince yourself it's alright to like those. I read them too but I don't try to convince myself it's alright
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I really need to cry atm, but crying is so hard to do without a reason so I'm asking for recommendations which will make me a sobbing mess on the floor, please and thanks! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/setouchi_kun_ha_hitoriyogari/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/kuroshitsuji/ I cant count how many times ive reread/rewatched black butler. Over the years its turned into one of my favourites mangas of all time, its given me comfort in some hard times during my life and I love it a lot. Although.. with another season being animated, the sebciel shippers will come back.. hopef......
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Carrots, onions (unless properly done into food, not just cut up and chucked in there.) celery, coconut (I REFUSE to eat anything with that Abomination in it.) raisins, most raw fish and fish eggs.
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Nah fr! I when i first read it I thought this was either going to go two ways : Theres a time jump to when they are both adults and they begin developing feelings for each other after various situations OR It was going to be a one sided crush then he gets rejected and finds someone new to like. Then as more chapters came out I got weirded out bc wh......
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It tastes like some funky coco cola mixed with nasty medicine anybody who likes that definitely breathes thru they mouth if you like that shit stay the fuck away from me!! (Unless you fine, then i like dr pepper too gang )
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*who like being in pain from drinking it forgot to add that lol
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I am not from america, I am Australian so i dont know if it tastes different over in America. My friends and I tried it once and we all agreed that it tasted like bad tasting medicine you would have as a child, it even made most of us feel sick. Does anyone actually enjoy Dr Pepper or are they just masochists who like being in pain?

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Have to say a lot of these answers are MASSIVE L's (top answer is crazy) Bongchun from Bongchon Bride Hua Cheng from Heaven Official's Blessing Hikaru from Doukyuusei Seokchan from Our Sunny Days Seth from Symrna & Capri Honourable mention: Ignat from Bride of Ignat, dont know much about him but so far hes been a pretty nice dude
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I cant remember how old she is.. but shes roughly 5!
GrellMyBeloved answered question about discord server
Become more confident in being myself, try to keep my grades up (highly fucking unlikely) and start applying to jobs.
GrellMyBeloved asked question about being a slut

Like I get really curious on how different my life would be if I was a boy, like what would I look like? Would my hair colour and hair type still be the same? Would I be taller or shorter? Would I still be interested in the things I am now and still have the same friends?

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Im seeing the "everyone has different tastes" people oh my god shut the fuck up LOOOLL If your taste is watching some dude get raped and abused by his future lover over and over you deserve no respect. Defending the content contributing to rape culture and making real victims lifes harder, rape and sexual violence has been sexualised, romanticised ......
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For me, personally its a tie between Paljae ( https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/paljae/ ) and This Witch of Mine ( https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/this_witch_of_mine/ )

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Most of the smut authors which booktok recommends. Im sorry.. I can literally go on AO3 and find better smut or storylines than most of those books . THE WORST PART IS SOME OF MY FRIENDS ACTUALLY LIKE THEM ASWELL… I HAVE TO SMILE THROUGH THE PAIN WHENEVER I SEE THEM READING
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I didnt want to use my name online for multiple reasons (mainly bc I dont like reading my own name, makes me feel icky). I fuck around with different nicknames, eventually decide on Ham (I dont know why either). I joined a discord server, they used multi different nicknames for Ham : Hamie, Hamlet and Hamleto. Couldnt use Hamie which is my favourit......
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Korean BLs (manhwas) will be more wholesome, no forced sex and rape, no asshole seme. Also I'm sick of ukes with Stockholm Syndrome, like they deserve so much better
Speaking about my interests and becoming more open with others. I was really bad at expressing myself when i was younger out of anxiety and fear, i ended up becoming quite an awkward person and only followed what other people liked. Now, i find myself becoming more expressive about what I like and dislike. Of course, im still not at the point wher......