
fuck, when i read the first part half of this manhwa, all i felt in my chest is this heavy feeling, like areok. but when he did cry and said "see, i can cry" i aLSO CRIED SO HARD. i'm so vulnerable with mcs that "wither away to the point of ending themselves" i hate that i long for those kinds of narratives. sucks that the next update will be in august, but maaan, this is a good read.

i've read so many manhwa where the main couple encounters a problem or fights. most of them end up just fucking to solve their problem because apparently, sex is a better form of communication. but after i read this, i feel... weird in a way. because first, they said directly that they love each other (like, a couple admitting they love each other without physically/emotionally abusing them first? mindblowing, i tell you). second, when they fought and when mcqueen came back to fix their relationship, they somehow took their time to fix it and communicate? like, i'm so tainted by toxic relationships that i found their relationship a little weird.
although i don't think this manhwa gives me the "second read" desire. it is good, their relationship is "healthy," but i just felt weird rereading all their early sex scenes after finishing the whole manhwa. it felt weird to me to look back to the "porn videos" that ruined their lives afterwards, and i was with the ed and mcqueen's decision to wipe off the face of the earth the compilation of porn videos ed did. that's why i can't reread this again. but again, good work!
i am rolling on my bed because of how embarrassed i am seeing taeui get caught by gable sucking ilay's asset like HAHAHA but in all seriousness, ilay, my man, you're handsome, but can you at least be a little bit affectionate? it's almost painful to see taeui go through all your shit
Literally I wanted to die in Taeuis place